Hiya sweet sue....
Winter is about to come to my desert.. first 4 hours of high winds... argh. I’m building a greenhouse.. Chinese kit. Lol pos. Design. It’s functional therapy.however, winds above 40 mph.. destroy above 60 mph and roof tiles go. ..On the cracker boxes first. So all stop...I have to tie this thing down. It’s at a critical stage..
No dispensary prices dropping like a rock..hurray.. pricing ‘mistakes’ ..in people’s favor... with exotic extracts concentrated and often rso . Wonderful variations of ethanol extracted eco//rso//oil.. 30 usd and below per gram ..when Cbd is in the oil. They often charge ..even less.. lol. ‘Old bears said’’’’’all cannabinoids are good’’’. I know hat it’s true...the other extracts,however are often priced to be at 800 an ounce..thc equivalent.. rosin,sugar,sauce,..all $$$..
The pressed pressure extract method..aka//wall mart presser/// makes sloppy extracts in nv dispensary. Too easy to adulterate..meaning they purposely allow the wax/chorrophyl/ things not at all cannabinoids. It’s too deep into the plants’ living tissue for ‘’’’clean’’’oil...
...tool for procured oil.....testing..
Place smear onto glass slide//or mirror..just look at it.. compare it with all known oil. You’ll see good clean oil for slop easy.
Pocket knife ‘burn’..put sample on shiny steel blade.. heat to incineration..yes inhale smoke..lol.. ok notice how it burns. One oil it will all go up in smoke at same instant. Clean one oil. If not it’s dirtier. Look at residue. If powder .clean oil.if oil residue that won’t burn..ever..garbage oil.
Thc content....vape off foil... one hit.if it’s any good..you’ll know in 180 seconds...
Weed prices are scattered..400 ounce for..monied tourists.. to 150 for .. ‘slightly less than purty mMj ‘..I try to help these folks since the owners don’t know dick about weed.marketing..operations reasearch..lol I confirmed this the owners ..a group of lawyers...they will never,ever, as in never get a casino gaming license..till..idk 2038?.just how the canna biz right now.
Sweet sue.. clip this.. after oxy/opiate//sue there really is very little distinction between one opioid and another.// so tramadol was gonna be a non narcotic pain killer..bullshit. One the first metabolic pass it turns into a version of heroin. Diamorphine.. they lied.. oh suboxone is evil..I digress..tmi.
After opioid saturation those desiring to cease all opioids have to go through withdrawal. 2-4 weeks. Followed by 4-8 weeks of retraining your mind and body to work together. .. the poisonous medicine, shuts down your stomach/small intestines/lower intestines, so that your bowels do not get the moist juicy crap it’s needs for the final exit. First one must deal with dead gut....sweet sue all those pounds of;
Dates
Pistachio..pounds a week
Eggs/butter
Beef.pounds
Gallons of red grapefruit...poles too but they are way to powerful to eat pounds of at a time.
Early on I ate good clean food, but weird..
sue..asks why?
The oxy et al, changes the chemistry of..well you..and it hard inside your entire gut.
Pistachio nuts contain the amino acid, one of many, that jump start your gut. Mine took 14 pounds over 8 weeks..
Grapefruit ...live good pectin...edible life for humans,,only in fresh harvested fruits,flowers and nuts,
Apple ..pectin in highest concentration.
Beef..protein ,,yum..break into every amino acid we need. 1 oz beef with eggs in morning . You can feel it...
Eggs/butter/cheese/olive oil// the oils make you work better.
The eating has expanded to normal portions/ normal eating times over weeks 9-16.
Veggie test,, veggies turn into sugar in my mouth. It’s the amalyse enzyme. Post oxy my body is ‘24 years old...inside’ so amalyse reaction takes 1-5 seconds where 15-30 is typical. So I’ve added green veg, fresh harvested veggies,
Sue all along the oil extraction techniques, the ethanol extraction techniques, and water boiling techniques used in food prep is what makes medicine and when you combine all of it,the tools,the fresh ingredients .you get much better outcomes..’breakfast lunch. Dinner.. he’ll supper too..
Sue..post oxy..you must encourage no boob tube,, wasted time/bad messages/ and post oxy you have WORK TO DO..REBUILDING YOUR BATTERED BODY AND MIND. SO DONT PISS AWAY PRECIOUS TIME GETTING BRAIN NOISE.
INSTEAD;;;;;
FIND A RIVER NEARBY AND WALK BY IT
EXCERCISE
MORE EXCERCISE..STRECTVH.
MIND EXCERCISE..
MUSIC THERAPY..PASSIVE LISTENING. EXPANDING TO PARTICIPATION.BANG A DRUM IF YOU MUST.
DANCE THERAPY... PUT IN MICHEAL JACKSON OR OTHER BEAT MUSIC..MOVE ..MOVE MORE..REPEAT OFTEN BI HOURLY ISNT ENOUGH.
EVENTUALLY, you don’t feel like you are drowning inside your own skin. You eating and digesting.
Your building muscle,,stamina
A living ‘morning ritual’ begets a nooner, a pm then a daily.. finally you have a ‘’project’ a ‘’resone de tres’ ‘ reason to be..French phrase.
It’s been 5 months since I stopped consuming all compound medicine.
My mind and body are one. My bodies mass, shape,flexibility, muscle strength have not been like this since the 1970’s..16-26 year old.
There never was or never is any desire to consume 1 nano gram of ‘white death powder’ none. I have sincevread about opiate withdrawal from’’experts’’ wh
What a bunch of bullshit. Clearly, the ‘facts’ are written by fictional or third party accounts.
No ‘addiction’ center has honest information
All withdrawal accounts false. Timelong to ‘why’ and motivation of ‘addict’ is off base.
Sue, when you are under water, and lose air, as you come to surface, to breath, how long after hitting surface do you wait till you breath? Withdrawal feels like the anticipation to inhale oxygen. It’s not at all about ;
Life
Euphoria
Happiness
It’s chemically induced death/that leaves you gasping for air.
If you take opiate air flows, if not you must wait to breathe..
So the urge to return to oxy at first is to ‘breathe’ ..after 4 months this is not the case. You can breathe. After a few months, if you don’t have a complete life. Well get one.. it’s your life..
The motivating force driving me to complete abstinence was the true knowledge of the origins of compound medicine/the origin of morphine/heroin/opium/cannabis/organic chemistry/and it was clear the medicines I had taken harmed me. I followed all doctors orders. I falsely believed them instead of my self. It won’t happen again.....sue ..some form of ‘survival of fittest’ attitude was required to climb out of that ...pit.
On a lighter side.. winter is coming. I must tie things down..later........
Thank you sweet sue for helping to save my life.
Thank you old bear, and your pioneering cook grandma for honest wisdom regarding food .
..there is that racy mind thing to deal with... if you go very fast you must narrow your focus” ..when driving fast....don’t go in circles....’’
What an excellent share Marc.
We don't much care about pretty when we make it into oil, do we?