A bit early...
Re: Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life
What's Update — 100% Organic Garden & Brain Rehab — July 30, 2017
Welcome to my Beautiful Healing Brain Journal!
Brain/Grow Rehabilitation Behaviour:
Hello 420 Family:
Since this brain stuff started I have been extremely selective as to whom I share my medical secrets with in my every day friends (obvious contradiction posting on internet). I got up the courage to share with a few friends as a test.
Some friends just didn't address my emails at all or phone calls, the sting of rejection is never easy. But this week, I was honoured and I didn't expect it at all.
I received an honourable commendation on a national level for the work I have done in my previous career. Completely unexpected but tearfully accepted. It's great to know that my achievements are still having a lasting effect to those I helped over the years.
Again, no one knowing why I retired and no discussion on my medical condition. It's just the way it has to be. I can't expect people to understand the new me, because I look like nothing is wrong with me. It's too hard to explain and share my test results.
I want to protect myself, but I'm an open book. Again, just accept the accolade as a testament to the person I was.
I have come to the realization that people want to remember me as the game-changer I was. And in hind-sight that is not so bad. Why change their perception? I appreciate the love they awarded me so much, I just stand in silence and just smile.
I'm still rocking things in my life, but I feel like I have a time limit to get meds done. I feel deadlines looming. Internally, my mood is up one minute, down one minute, because I need this oil to work with my natural body healing rhythm. This just needs to happen so I can make more memories.
At least I can say, I have lived my life to the fullest.
Let's start off on a positive note and check out this picture from the Dwarf Stars' Perspective.
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What am I grateful for? "My 420 Friends who help me so much!"
Quote of the week: "Harvest is still HERE!"
My humble garden of positive change awaits you...
1. Type: CB Dream CLONES #1 - 4 (Mother born Oct 2, 2016)
Week: 19 weeks
Days: 126/ 54 days flower (12/12 started June 5, 2017)
Temp: 24-30 Degrees Celsius
RH: 55 - 65%
Strain: Indica
Technique: Clones, topped and LST
Comments:
*The back-building is done, nice and crunchy buds. They were flushed early last week. Today is the "dark period" in hopes to squeeze out the last bit of trichomes.
*Check out how durable this plant is, she is chucking out new pistils at the tip, when the back-building was completed.
You just can't stop these plants from growing.
*Since these clones are going to be mostly oil, I'm going to chop the main top nugs for curing and shhhmoking at a later date. I really want an alternative to just oil because I'm a pipe shhhmoker and you can't replace that big inhale of good shhhmoke. This is one of my favourite strains so far. CBDream is a combo of Blue Dream X OG Kush. Which is the best of both worlds in this cross.
CBDream Clone #1-4 > 3 Gallon, Self-watering, LST & Topped
*Family Portrait before harvest.
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*Say goodbye to my little friendz, we going for a long ride.
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*A slow grower this one.
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*She put out a lot of bud for her size.
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2. Type: Kushie Kush (Born March 4, 2017)
DONE!
Week: 19
Days: 126/55 days flower (12/12 started June 5, 2017)
Temp: 24-30
RH: 55 - 65%
Strain: Indica
Technique: Topped and LST (5 gallon)
Comments:
* Shhhmoke report No sign of the peach smell but it definitely has a sweet aroma. I would agree it is an energetic high. It's a daytime friendly high rendering me mostly clear headed and motivated the entire high.
*The duration of the high is the best part of this strain, it starts at your feet and goes up your body like you're in an elevator. It felt like it was all systems go and it lasted through my appointments. Long enough to give the horses kisses.
*With this uplifting shhhmoke comes a 24%THC content, but it's not couch lock because I harvested early avoided the dreaded sinking feeling I sometimes get. With a brain injury, I get easy spaced out if the head high is too much. I avoided that with this strain.
*Also, it didn't raise my heart rate, nor did I feel like it I needed to snack after aka butter flavoured rice cakes...my stoner treat.
*I would highly recommend this for smaller spaces because it was a wide and a shorter plant requiring no aids to stand up. A+ for simplicity even though I fracked up the calmag. But I remember now and already started the clones on nutes this week.
*I look forward to trying different techniques on the clones since I let the Mother mostly grow out freely under LST.
Say good bye to Kushie Kush the Mother as she gave me some epic hopes and dazzling pictures.
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3. Type: Kushie Kush CLONES ( Mother Born March 4, 2017 )
Week: 5
Days: 27 days (Clones cut June 8 — 22nd = 13 days to reroot.)
Temp: 24
RH: 44 - 50%
Strain: Indica
Technique: Cloning, 1 Top & LST
Comments:
* These clones are growing fast, thank goodness. I gave them 1ml of root booster, 1ml of fish guts, 1mil of grow, 2ml of calmag and
a big kiss (no tongue) in hopes that they become as beautiful as their Mother.
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*I transplanted clone #2 into a 5 gallon because I need the space. I am Bending it like Beckham as you can see by her LST.
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*I'm sure I will be transplanting clone #3 very soon.
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*When times get tough, I put up both my fists in a boxers' stance and become double tough. Cause times are pretty crazy with all this change beyond my control. I just have to remind myself that my destiny is already written. That it was planned this way, I'm among friends, it's okay to be broken on my down days. As long as I am learning, there is always hope.
*Thank you for reading and giving feedback.
