thanks man. yea everyone is strung out on pain killers. they think thats the only road to go down and the solution to their pain. all it does is hide the pain temporarily. you need to feel your pain so you dont overwork yourself, then more pain and more pain killers. i went through it. morphine for a year after surgery, and dilaudid. i got weined off a little. then just quit. horrible withrawals for 4-5 weeks afterward. and yes it was effecting my relationship with my wife and kids. i was totally addicted. but its over now.
after going through those kinda withdrawls. i said to myself. thank god.
i was cutting down trees in the back yard w/ a chain saw. on morphine. because i couldnt feel anything. but when the morphine wore off id be in so much pain i would triple my dose.
i never took any pain medication before my surgery and fell in love w/ it.
but im on the right road now. that was the past. i have good days and bad days like anyone else. but its how you deal with it that matters.
i take gabbapentin which is to prevent the pain from migrating down my leg and hip. its non narcotic. and i usually forget to take it at night cause i fall asleep after a few bong hits of master kush.
ill be talking to you bro.
did you get my e-mail address? varity pack. no problem. i think i kindda overdid it with ordering seeds.
i gotta order a grow tent now. for all the seedlings and eventually clones which igive to a couple of cancer patients. around my way.
to you brother!
