I am hugging you in my mind right now, Smokey
So much love to you and your mum! Hitting the bong and talking about growing with your mum: that must have been a bit surreal, actually, but in a wonderful way
Bless you for helping her and helping yourself with this amazing medicine!
I had a long talk with my own mum a month or so ago, about cannabis and using it and growing it. She was fascinated and very, very open minded. I bring my vape along with me to dinner now and when she and my husband are drinking their red wine, I vape a small bowl
She's 90 and I also wanted her to know that if she develops any serious pain in the future that regardless of the legal climate, I will be able to provide her with relief, if she wants to try this.
Just a few words about your babies:
They're fine
They all look great, even Nessie -- she's just tiny and just as human babies can look a little weird and squashed and discoloured when they're born, plant babies do too, right after birth! They've been jammed inside a little seed, after all, so of course their cotyledons look a little mashed
I do understand what you mean about killing everything you touch -- I can garden outside but indoors I kill all plants pretty quickly
I was a little taken aback by my latest sprouts -- the last two lots I've planted after germination in coco coir and these I've planted in organic soil. I was worried that they were so much smaller than the sprouts I've had in coco, but I've had a few people pop in and reassure me that often plants can be a little slower in soil than in coco. I've certainly seen that two different sprouts can have vastly different levels of energy or thirst for living or whatever
Some just are raring to go and others are slower ...
Anyway, just wanted to tell you how much I'm enjoying your journal and your journey and how much I want to send you hugs