Queen's Garden of Green
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There is now a page full of, "did I miss a page?"
Do you ask that everywhere you go? I've seen that everywhere! Just saying....
lol
im not on as much as i used to be so i miss alot now lol
Hey Queen! Looking forward to the next story installment! I missed a few days in your journal. I noticed that you asked if you should nute your young plants or not. I like what OMM said about adding more medium to your soil. I would have done what you did and add very light nutes. I think you are doing great. Like Jandre said. It is great to have you and other people here as internet friends. I really enjoy my time here!
Don't want to miss a page!
Don't want to miss a page!
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QueenTokelove
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Thanks for reading, wasn't sure how well received it would be. The road called my life has been bumpy but had its good points as well. But it has also made me a bit jaded. I am not so social anymore, I just want peace, quiet, and the comforts of home. I guess a simple life.
Thanks CF. I did give them very diluted nutes. I plan on getting some more coco next week. Maybe a few more pots too. I consider quite a few people my internet friends but its good to see that people feel the same way. I am thinking my next installment will be about my biological family.
Another heat wave has set in. Of course the plants love it but it seems to be doing me in. I totally feel zapped of energy but this may also have to do with not having my insulin. My bf called his doctor and got me scheduled to be seen on Monday. She also told me to stay hydrated but stay out of the sun. Already doing that. The plants seem to be doing well with the nutes that were given to them. The coco is well saturated so I don't have to worry about watering for a few days. I'll try to get the next installment started tomorrow hopefully depending on how I am feeling.
although I dont have surgar problems, I feel you and the damned heat. went to go get some groceries and by the time I got home it to zapped all the energy I had to the point that I had to wait for my wife and boy to get home to get them out of my truck.wheew hot!forgot my clondike bars and they got squishy dangit. anyway stay cool dear freind 
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QueenTokelove
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Since it has cooled down a bit and I am truly buzzed. I decided to start the next installment of getting to know the Queen. I am going to start off with I guess a short back story. I don't really remember much of my early childhood and what little I do know has been told to me by my oldest sister who has the mind of an elephant and remembers everything...
I have 4 other siblings, me and my brother have the same mother and father. So in total there is 5 of us, I am the next to the youngest. My biological father was never in the picture. Not sure if it was by choice or he didn't know. All I really know is his name, where he was born, and a picture of him with my mother and brother. I remember living with my mother up until I was 9 years old, not sure why I was put into foster care. But for 3 years I was bounced from foster home to foster home, almost adopted by my last foster parents until my father (the man who was in my life for my first two years) found me after hearing what happened to my mother. I was adopted when I was 12 years old. My older siblings were also part of the system being placed here and there. We lost touch with each other and were raised by our adopted/foster family. Not sure how we even got in touch with each other again really but at the time it seemed like it was my oldest sister who reached out to all of us at one point or another. I know at one point, we have all lived with her for a period of time. It was during my teen aged years that I had started to reconnect with my biological family.
I have 4 other siblings, me and my brother have the same mother and father. So in total there is 5 of us, I am the next to the youngest. My biological father was never in the picture. Not sure if it was by choice or he didn't know. All I really know is his name, where he was born, and a picture of him with my mother and brother. I remember living with my mother up until I was 9 years old, not sure why I was put into foster care. But for 3 years I was bounced from foster home to foster home, almost adopted by my last foster parents until my father (the man who was in my life for my first two years) found me after hearing what happened to my mother. I was adopted when I was 12 years old. My older siblings were also part of the system being placed here and there. We lost touch with each other and were raised by our adopted/foster family. Not sure how we even got in touch with each other again really but at the time it seemed like it was my oldest sister who reached out to all of us at one point or another. I know at one point, we have all lived with her for a period of time. It was during my teen aged years that I had started to reconnect with my biological family.
I'am still here
Wow Queen............What a jumble your young life was. Amazing that you could piece it together.
Your older sister sure helped in putting it all together.
You already know my story. When I went into the Air Force I had a chance to find my mother, but since she left me in the hospital at birth...I just figured she didn't want me then....why would she want me later?
Your older sister sure helped in putting it all together.You already know my story. When I went into the Air Force I had a chance to find my mother, but since she left me in the hospital at birth...I just figured she didn't want me then....why would she want me later?
Wow Queen............What a jumble your young life was. Amazing that you could piece it together.
You already know my story. When I went into the Air Force I had a chance to find my mother, but since she left me in the hospital at birth...I just figured she didn't want me then....why would she want me later?
People change? okay.... SOMTIMES people change?
okay, okay, okay... MAYBE sometimes people change?
Thanks for sharing. That must have been tough growing up. It is amazing how much a person like me can take for granted. I am so glad I didn't have to through that. It makes me appreciate you as a person more knowing where you come from.
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QueenTokelove
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Yeah, sometimes they do but it is rare. I use to think the same thing when it came to my sisters but they taught me different by their betrayal.
Yeah, well my adopted family showed me how it was to be a family. My two oldest biological sisters showed me how family meant nothing to them and there was no such thing as loyalty. And in their own special way, in their minds there was a method for their madness. And in some twisted way they felt justified in what they did....
Since this is basically about me and my relationship with my older sisters. I will refer to my oldest sister as J and the other sister as K. Between the two, J was my favorite sister, we just kind of had a vibe. Yeah, we would have our disagreements but we usually ended up making up. J is who we call the family historian. She remembers all kinds of things from our childhood that I don't remember. I later came to find out that between all of us, she was the one who came out of it scarred. She had been molested while in two foster homes before she was adopted. K was the type who was always about self, she never cared who she had to step on to get what she wanted. It was also that way when it came to men with her, she would put d*ck before family. To the point that she would cross boundaries with her own sisters as well as her own daughters. Me and J gave her the nickname, the whore of babylon. You'll understand why as I go further into the story. Just want you to get a feel of the personalities of my sisters.
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Yeah, I have the same two sisters, and two live brothers who don't talk to me. Funerals and death are ripe for family flair ups, even if you don't say a word, you will be drawn in to their arguments, I'm the scapegoat in my family, it use to be my younger brother who passed away at 36.
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QueenTokelove
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Don't get me wrong, I love them both because they're my sisters. J doesn't go out her way to be grimy but she has her issues too. K is the opposite, she lives to be grimy, knows she is and doesn't care who she hurts to try to make herself look good. I just don't like her as a person...I guess I will go on with my story...
At one point, all of us lived together at J's house. At the time, I was dating my oldest kids father, high school sweet heart type of thing. J was dating a guy named Tommy. And K was dealing with a married man named Charles. J and I never had any real issues at this point. The occassional flare up about cleaning the house. Don't get me wrong, I am not a slob or anything like that. Just that J was ocd about cleaning up, everything had it's place. K was just the opposite, messy as hell and leaving things where ever she felt like it. I can't say that J never confronted her about it but I never saw it.
Anyway, on this one night, I was waiting on my bf to come over. J was up in her bedroom watching tv. K had just a tryst with Charles. Didn't even have the decency to wash her behind yet, just floating around the house with a half slip on. Oh and did I mention K is not a small woman. Not only did I have to put up with her odor, I have to look at her popping out her slip. But to her, she just knew she looked sexy...*gags*...She knew I was having company over but she didn't care nor did she change clothes. Just trifling...
As for the sprouts, gave them some more nutes today. Gotta make up a few more bottles of plain water. Planning on getting some more coco tomorrow. I am going to put off getting the tent for right now because I really don't need it at this point. Maybe by the end of summer when it starts getting cooler and the plants are big enough for me to clone from.
At one point, all of us lived together at J's house. At the time, I was dating my oldest kids father, high school sweet heart type of thing. J was dating a guy named Tommy. And K was dealing with a married man named Charles. J and I never had any real issues at this point. The occassional flare up about cleaning the house. Don't get me wrong, I am not a slob or anything like that. Just that J was ocd about cleaning up, everything had it's place. K was just the opposite, messy as hell and leaving things where ever she felt like it. I can't say that J never confronted her about it but I never saw it.
Anyway, on this one night, I was waiting on my bf to come over. J was up in her bedroom watching tv. K had just a tryst with Charles. Didn't even have the decency to wash her behind yet, just floating around the house with a half slip on. Oh and did I mention K is not a small woman. Not only did I have to put up with her odor, I have to look at her popping out her slip. But to her, she just knew she looked sexy...*gags*...She knew I was having company over but she didn't care nor did she change clothes. Just trifling...
As for the sprouts, gave them some more nutes today. Gotta make up a few more bottles of plain water. Planning on getting some more coco tomorrow. I am going to put off getting the tent for right now because I really don't need it at this point. Maybe by the end of summer when it starts getting cooler and the plants are big enough for me to clone from.
wow queen is k dating anyone now? she sounds like my kind of girl
no wait she sounds more like me! just kiddingI know that it sucks when someone wont even try to grant a little respect when needed. the old this is me and your gonna like it thing will get me going faster then a funny car at the drag strip. glad to hear your little ones are doing well and this freakin heat, well it just need to calm down abit! but I'am starting to think that wont be untill september LOL. anymore its like we get 2 months of good weather and the its snow or oven like. stay as cool as you can and keep up the story
no wait she sounds more like me! just kiddingI know that it sucks when someone wont even try to grant a little respect when needed. the old this is me and your gonna like it thing will get me going faster then a funny car at the drag strip. glad to hear your little ones are doing well and this freakin heat, well it just need to calm down abit! but I'am starting to think that wont be untill september LOL. anymore its like we get 2 months of good weather and the its snow or oven like. stay as cool as you can and keep up the story
Hey, QTL! Just droppin by to say, "Huloo" Hope the heat gets better for ya!
Sounds like the little ones are coming along great- starting nutes already and all.
K sounds like a real keeper! I just love a woman that doesn't bathe...
NOT!
Sounds like the little ones are coming along great- starting nutes already and all.
K sounds like a real keeper! I just love a woman that doesn't bathe...
NOT!
Hey there Queen. I am fortunate to not have the chaotic family life you have. I can totally relate to loving someone yet hating the way they act. I have a son that I sometimes/often feel the same way about! Your story is great! It is yours and no one elses and it is interesting. Thanks!
GracesGarden
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Kay sounds like she's delusional about how good she looks, my sister S loves to dress in very low cut blouses, and believe me, it does not become her, I'll never forget the time my brothers and sisters and I and some friends spent a week in a big condo in Florida, everyone is dressed in pj's or sweats for the evening, she comes out wearing a see through nightie very low cut, and short, and it made everyone who wasn't sleeping yet very uncomfortable, she had to show it to someone, anyone would of done.