Queen's Garden of Green

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QueenTokelove said:
You are absolutely right about that. But there was something wrong with me because every relationship with the exception of 2 have all been bad.
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I love this statement because I believe it's so true and not something that a lot of people ever grasp. It in NO WAY implies that what happened was your fault but recognizes the necessity of making different choices. :thumb::circle-of-love::peace:
 
MsMe said:
I love this statement because I believe it's so true and not something that a lot of people ever grasp. It in NO WAY implies that what happened was your fault but recognizes the necessity of making different choices. :thumb::circle-of-love::peace:
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At the time, I knew something was wrong with me but I just didn't know what. I was making poor choices and settling because at the time, I felt like I needed a relationship or marriage to complete me. I kept making that same mistake for a long time with relationships. Then it got to the point that I was like, wth, I can do bad by myself, I don't need help. The thing about it is that when I seperated from him and started becoming more independent, I was doing better.
 
so I can only imagine how me being a dad with a 25 year old daughter in your situation would act! more please!:Love:
 
Hey QTL....nice journal you have going on so far!!! sorry to hear about your bad apples that you have dated... I have had my share of crazies myself :)
 
so hows the grow going?
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Cronichemphog said:
so hows the grow going?
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I am glad you asked!!!!! The latest is that the ak still seems to be taller than the other sprouts. But they're all doing good. The black diesel and the second church bean popped. I am going to give the church another day before I pot her. I potted the black diesel today.So now I have a total of 6 plants and 3 good beans left. I will be doing some cloning for sure of all of them. I am thinking I may do this for the time being instead of trying to keep mother plants. Until I can get this one closet cleared out and the tent. Due to changes in my income, I will have to put off getting the tent until August. It sucks but it is what it is. I will try to do a picture update either later tonight or tomorrow.....


Continuing with the story...I guess you know both my parents and I had that OMG moment.Once we regained our composures, I hurried up and found a shirt to put on. You could cut the tension in the air with a knife. I remember my father telling my mother to take me out of the house while he had a talk with the rat. My mother took me to the police station to get an emergency protection from abuse until I could go in front of a judge. Once in the station, we went to talk to the officer on duty behind the desk. I told him what happened but was not expecting the answer I got from one who is suppose to protect and serve. He looked at my bruises then proceeded to tell me that my bruises looked old and I should be grateful I did not have a busted lip or a broken jaw. I could not believe my ears, back then I had normal hearing. The words that came out of my mouth after that would've made the Pope blush. It sure made my mother turn red!!! She hurried up and dragged me out of there before she would end up having to pay my bail.....
 
Hey QTL....nice journal you have going on so far!!! sorry to hear about your bad apples that you have dated... I have had my share of crazies myself
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Thanks Ice, glad you like it. It was one bad apple after another but despite it all, it has shown me how strong I can be.

so I can only imagine how me being a dad with a 25 year old daughter in your situation would act! more please!
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I imagine you would be how my father was. I learned later on that the talk with the rat consisted of my father telling the rat if I had anymore bruises found on me that he wouldn't be long in this world. Amazingly enough that seemed to have worked for the physical abuse. The verbal abuse I learned to tune out.
 
QueenTokelove said:
Thanks Ice, glad you like it. It was one bad apple after another but despite it all, it has shown me how strong I can be.



I imagine you would be how my father was. I learned later on that the talk with the rat consisted of my father telling the rat if I had anymore bruises found on me that he wouldn't be long in this world. Amazingly enough that seemed to have worked for the physical abuse. The verbal abuse I learned to tune out.
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sorry babe but I would still be in jail! the minute he put his hands on you and I found out, well all I can say is it would have not been good for one of us:)the funny thing is when marisa's boy freind walked into my house I just happened to be cleaning my shotgun lol but gun or not. sorry thats my baby girl:)to make a long story short 2 men enter one man leaves! anyway keep it coming!:popcorn:
 
I think my dad was basically telling the rat that his body would come up stinking somewhere with no plans of going to jail. I will prolly wrap this story up tomorrow. I am trying to think of something else to write about, maybe about the relationship between me and my two oldest sisters. Not another good story but just letting you get to know me as you asked..lol..
 
QueenTokelove said:
I think my dad was basically telling the rat that his body would come up stinking somewhere with no plans of going to jail. I will prolly wrap this story up tomorrow. I am trying to think of something else to write about, maybe about the relationship between me and my two oldest sisters. Not another good story but just letting you get to know me as you asked..lol..
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that sweet I would very much like to know and compare lifes little stumbles. and I to will share some stuff good and bad about myself. no pictures tho sorry. lol well other than some grass. I:high-five:
 
fish cake said:
that sweet I would very much like to know and compare lifes little stumbles. and I to will share some stuff good and bad about myself. no pictures tho sorry. lol well other than some grass. I:high-five:
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Cool, if no one else reads our stories at least we will read each others! I wasn't hoping for pics unless you're gonna draw yourself as a stick figure..lol...I don't want to see no pics of your grass outside. I wanna see some bud porn...lol
 
Alaskan1 said:
Ok, so I'm late but I'm here :)

I do have a question for you though. Is this a special breed of white widow? Most of the WW out there is a sativa dom 60/40. The WW I have been growing with my other sativas and grows taller and faster then my other sativas and the internodal spacing is a good distance............just curious
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Mmm, I can't answer that because the widow bean was given to me. I usually go to this one site to get info on strains.

Sorry guys, I was at a bbq today with the in laws for Father's Day. By the time I got home, I was completely drained though I did have a nice time. I hope all you fathers out there enjoyed your day. I will post pics tomorrow, promise. I will also wrap up the story with the rat too.
 
Back to the story....Once my mother brought back, she didn't get out the car, she just told me to tell my father she was ready to go. My father gave rat one of those if looks could kill stare, gave me a hug and left. It was an awkward silence which lasted for a few hours. I took the time to get my thoughts together and just enjoy the quiet. I was trying to think of a way to get away from this man. Since the talk from my father, rat had been spending a lot of time with a neighbor across the street. I wasn't complaining, it meant he would leave me alone. But I should have known something was up. Instead I went next door to my oldest sister's house. As always when I came to visit, she roll us a doobie and we began to talk. She told me she heard the fights that we had but didn't know whether she should get involved. I told her about the last fight. We put our heads together to try to come up with a solution. The result was the next fight we have call the police and have him escorted out.
 
hey queen, not to stomp on your tale:) but this aint the end is it?:popcorn:
 
fish cake said:
just pulling your chain young lady:)
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Ah you got me. I will continue with the story tomorrow.


I haven't forgotten about posting new pics, just have been slightly side tracked with other things. I hope I haven't lost anyone due to not posting any. But there is also not much to report either, things are going smoothly. Maybe it's me but it seems like it is taking them forever to get some leaves. I know it really hasn't been that long since they all sprouted.
 
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