ReservoirDog
Well-Known Member
I know, I totally get it. Thats why I've thought it best to give you a break but I'm feelin blue and was really missing you. Now that I'm growing again and even though I'm 100% on the level I had all this anxiety and fear crop up. It was a regular feature in October back in my guerilla days, as I spent many weeks transporting up and down the coast with kilo after kilo loaded in the hold. I used to paint each side of my boat a different colour so shore watchers would not think it the same boat going back and forth. You have to imagine, this is a deep, mega mountainous environment with hundreds of fjord-like channels and very, very sparse human habitation, so you always remembered every boat that went by. Then I had to get it into buyer's hands and you know who paid best... ugh. Anyway, I got full-on PTSD symptoms after 8 seasons of it all, and didn't miss the excitement one bit at the end. Lots of close calls, chases, and madness. Anyway,, this year all the feelings came roaring back even though there's nothing to fear and I'm an indoor grower anyway so time of year doesn't matter anymore. But, after reading all the outdoor harvest blogs and threads, somehow just growing again was enough to make it all come back after two decades. Weird, huh? I'm glad yer alright. I was really worried based on nothing in particular and hadda talk to Rex to help me calm down. Glad yer well m8. real glad.