im a decade ahead and i cant keep up haha.
like a kid at christmas lol. but enthusiasm is a good thing. u have no idea how many miserable bastards i deal with day to day. they are never satisfied.
one thing i will say is this, first and foremost u must grow for the love of it or results will show it. There are times when im ready to walk away from it from stress but my heart would never allow it as no matter how stressed i get, i know i love growing. Its a passion. the only thing thats on par is my fighting and training. Im an all or nothing type of person. I know many many people who thought they would grow to just make money. Generally they couldnt give a fuck what they put in their plants or what it might do to their 'punters', i fucking hate that with a passion! But they mostly quit, fail or end up in prison because they cant see past the greed of money. Im successful because i care about what i do, i care that my friends and business partners receive quality. Quality will always sell, remember that. when every idiot trying to make fast money grows shit, my product will be snapped up while the idiots will be left scratching their heads at why they cant sell their d-class, usually wet dink. They dont get the fact that it takes an enthusiasm, a love and a respect for growing and a respect for those that will use ur product, always cutting corners to try make as much £££ as poss. But its always short lived. Love what u do even in times of hard ship and u will be rewarded kindly.
Just keep the enthusiasm and look back to this journal when if u continue to grow to remember what it felt like to see those first babies germ!
Just saying lol