I know what you mean. If you'd have told me I was gonna lose "The Old Boy".
If you said I would move back to my parents house to look after Mum.
If you said I would get my license back and start drivin again.
I would have said you were trippin. It did have a few ups. I made a good bit o cream on a couple of car restoration jobs and got some new toys. 2 new guitars, new amp, digital 8track porta-studio, all my growing equipment and a set of bubblebags.. I now also have a mortgage and will own this place in just 25yrs. There is no way any bank would approve me for a loan but my legal eagle tells me as long as I keep servicing the loan on time they can't take it away. The banks are unscroupulous bastards my Dad wouldn't have paid back the loan till he was 86 fkn yrs old. I went and picked up Dad's ashes from the funeral place yesterday. I took my Mum out to the nursery and we got a nice flowering cherry tree to plant on top of his ashes. I may give the outdoories some ashes when I transplant em. They're in about 12-14 in dia pots but I wanna get some real big pots maybe 80-100 litre and turn those 2 outside into trees(they both seem to have female pre-flowers). I'd put em in the ground but the soil here is shitty hard clay and I don't fancy digging the holes anyway. I prefer to work smart not hard.
Sorry for dribbling on bro