OldMedMan's Aloha Journal Part 2

She's a special case jaga. She was raised by a crazy mother and I guess it rubbed off on her. 4 of her sisters died in mental hospitals. 2 died from alcohol. Her older brother has been married 8 times. I didn't know all this when I married her. Gulp!
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Well that explains so much from reading Louise Hays and from expierence with my Padma I have found that when a person is in pain it will often in angar you can see this even in the animal world I feel so sorry for her she must be hurting like Hell and it show,s all the way through her family. so there I am sure that you know this already but try and get her to start liking and loving herself it will work I have seen it work I dont hav to much time but I also have to worry about some one which must be all the worse in the condition tha you are in OMM you are a gfreat soul I send al my love to you and to Jo
 
Hey OMM

It is kind of quiet. I am glad you two are talking. I hope whatever you visualize it comes to fruition.
 
Happy Thurweeddayto you too beemer.

Don't think I have ever told you, but I love your saying below the like box, about stupid.

I love that saying also. It is so true. Good evening weed to ya OMM
 
good evening to you buddy
I hope all is well from what I see its a better day
good weed to you buddy:thumb:
 
Happy THCursday OMM:circle-of-love:
Good to hear that Jo got up on the right side of the bed:)

Happy THCursday to you too fishy:circle-of-love:

I guess she did, she's been a bit quite since she locked me out. I really let her have it that day. I watched the Broncos all afternoon. :high-five:
 
Well that explains so much from reading Louise Hays and from expierence with my Padma I have found that when a person is in pain it will often in angar you can see this even in the animal world I feel so sorry for her she must be hurting like Hell and it show,s all the way through her family. so there I am sure that you know this already but try and get her to start liking and loving herself it will work I have seen it work I dont hav to much time but I also have to worry about some one which must be all the worse in the condition tha you are in OMM you are a gfreat soul I send al my love to you and to Jo

jaga you are such a good person with a good heart. Thank you. When her good friend moved to the mainland, she became much worse. I have tried to get her to find new friends, but she just will not make the effort anymore. It's such a shame, she is lonely and I don't fill that space for her. Peace Brother. :Love:
 
good evening to you buddy
I hope all is well from what I see its a better day
good weed to you buddy:thumb:

Good evening to you too cronic. :circle-of-love:

Some day when you have time, could you help me set up this new cable box? It scrabbles my eggs.:peace:
 
Good evening to you too cronic. :circle-of-love:

Some day when you have time, could you help me set up this new cable box? It scrabbles my eggs.:peace:

I can do it sunday for sure possibly sat depends on my fishing partner if he has to work on sat or maybe even tomorrow evening
 
I can do it sunday for sure possibly sat depends on my fishing partner if he has to work on sat or maybe even tomorrow evening

How convenient.......I am available at any of those times! :rasta: :thanks:
 
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How convenient.......I am available at any of those times! :rasta: :thanks:
Happy Friedday OMM:circle-of-love:
I got a real good needed chuckle out of this post Buddy:thanks:
 
jaga you are such a good person with a good heart. Thank you. When her good friend moved to the mainland, she became much worse. I have tried to get her to find new friends, but she just will not make the effort anymore. It's such a shame, she is lonely and I don't fill that space for her. Peace Brother. :Love:

OMM you are a lovely guy I think you are doing yourself down by saying that you dont fill the space, more than likely she get,s angry an violent at you more than anyone try to get some relief by knowing she hits on you cause she LOVE,s you no one else you are her rock inside is a scared little girl that need,s I would think constant reassurance an love. YOU ARE HER ROCK I would make a bet if you were not there then she would be in a far worse way. I am fairly sure you understand what I am saying, Even though you are not maybe so well you are her carer this is how I can understand the pain cause with my Padma it is similar
When the ,,, hit,s the fan its us that take it right on the nose I am also a carer for padma she has M.S an there,s lot,of anger hate even violence silly as it sound,s I know she takes it out on me cause she love,s me, No truer saying is no one know,s the carer,s pain other than another carer
Bless you mate you are such a wonderful guy I think Buck shot says I hope the vitalization bring,s fourth much fruit. I also think you are an amazing guy so full of love it makes me want to cry for you and for her it must be all out hell at time,s keep your head down an just keep telling her she,s wonderful an she is a wonderful soul :Love:
 
Good evening weed OMM Hope you and Jo are having a good day. It was a crazy night last night. We had one hell of a down pour with lightening flashes every 2 to 5 seconds for almost an hour. crazy stuff that we don't get normally
 
Good weed OMM. The cooler weather is on its way back here.
Someone turn the heat back on lol!!!!

Good Weed wildbill. Wish I could send you some of this 88.8 degree heat to you.....break out the long johns buddy. :grinjoint::popcorn:
 
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