Blue dream baby
#fearifgodkindamom #stressqueen
Stay tuned for that come back!
Update on the psychotropic med withdrawal
Feeling all sorts of feelings, some good, some bad.
I got down on some mushroom tea and it was a fun day alone, dancing and laughing and transplanting! Woop
They are currently doing studies on the effects of psyllium for depression, ptsd and anxiety. I’d say they are on to something! I’ll find me a link
I always have some zoomers in stock for camping season and use them around every 4 months. I thought with my recent increase of anxiety and possible panic and depression I would try to make time and do this more often. I made some steeped mushroom tea and sipped on it all morning/afternoon, blasted my favourite tunes in my lady cave with great internal thought, mindfulness and kind of like an overall life assessment; what I’m doing that’s helpful and what I’m doing that’s not. Low expectations just balance!
I just keep plucking away at my to do list even when I don’t want to do stuff. It’s hard sometimes but I’m managing. Do you ever have a “To do” list of shit ya need to get done in life like; call and register for my practicum before it fills up! And call the housing office in olds to secure housing before I have no place to live while I’m there
. And renew passport (requires leaving the house
). Get coco for transplants (also requires leaving the house) What’s for supper
...Get out of bed
. stuff like that
Anyways it was a trippy afternoon
I think if I can find the time I’ll do this every couple of weeks until I can consistently increase my CBD and CBN, I’ll be just dandy.
Anyways that’s my mental health update!! Lol
it reminds me to get to my capsule
