My 1st Medical Grow - Thanks To NukeHeads

JayandFun said:
I didn't have high hopes that I could get this far either. So you are not the only one. I took a hit when my Orange cream turned out to be a male but these two babies are putting up a good fight and staying alive and healthy. I'm following their feeding schedules and I'm measuring everything correctly and my ph and humidity is perfect.

Im not concerned about the smell since I'm home 24/7 but I'm going to try the oNA since I'm doing this with out a filter and I don't want to kill anyone that does visit me with the smell.
My dog is also a great alarm system and thankfully I live in a community where there are no sidewalks and no one would come close to my home - plus I live in a trailer so not many thrives would even try to rob this shothole.
Many nights I sleep in pain wishin for a home invasion do to my pain. I won't take myself out with my gun.. (Thoughts have crossed my mind and I was very close)
But I understand where you are coming from and since I want to live these days... I now lock my doors an Windows and don't want to give anyone ideas on what might be inside this shothole. So I'm buying the oNA stuff just to be safe with the smell.
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Don't get me wrong at all I didn't mean it in the sorts of you wouldn't make it to harvest! I just meant it in the sorts of how healthy they are. A lot of first grows the plants will be riddled with nutrient issues and watering issues and everything in between but you have a lot of people on the journal and you more importantly started using the forums and a grow journal before you started which is what a lot of people fail to do (myself Included) then they get on the forums and ask for help and learn. I remember my first grow was a bit rough but a few weeks in I made a journal and got on track and by flip I had 4 perfectly healthy plants one of which was large as fuck... Only said part was they were all male all those months for nothing lol. But anyhow I just wanted to go into detail about what I meant because I didn't mean it in the since of you'd fail it's very very hard to kill plants lol.
 
LedGuy74 said:
What type of light is it? 20" away is rather far away for flower if it's not a super strong light. the closer the better and I personally didn't see really much of any signs of stress from the light being to close... No bleaching no leaves turning crisp or anything like that. Nor any significant changes compared to the bottom leaves. At the most I keep my lights 12" away in flower and gradually lower them to as low as I can without shadowing the sides so long as they don't stress about it. Normally I'll keep the lights around 16" away in veg though recently I've been going 12-14" in veg just because that's what I find I like best. I'm by no means demanding you to do anything or anything like that I'm just saying 20" away seems a bit high to me in flower and may harm bud production causing them to be stretchier and fluffier over tight and dense. As well as now the lower portions are like 36" away from the light now.

I run my fans 24/7 on my girls too especially in flower that's when I really crank up the airflow because they can handle it much better versus vegging plants and it helps keep them nice and sturdy and makes it difficult for bugs to make the plants into a home. Do you have a fan set up to blow air directly over the canopy? If not I'd recommend doing that before I'd recommend raising the lights as it can drastically help cool canopy temps as it's warmer at the top compared to the bottom where most keep their temp gauges.
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I'm using a Mars hydro 450 watt

Marshydro LG-G15A180LED-5w 450 Watts Mars II Series LED Grow Light

thanks to Mars lighting and also Growchy for setting me up with them to donate this amazing light to me. In the manual it said to keep plants away at least 20 inches of I recall correctly.
 
LedGuy74 said:
Don't get me wrong at all I didn't mean it in the sorts of you wouldn't make it to harvest! I just meant it in the sorts of how healthy they are. A lot of first grows the plants will be riddled with nutrient issues and watering issues and everything in between but you have a lot of people on the journal and you more importantly started using the forums and a grow journal before you started which is what a lot of people fail to do (myself Included) then they get on the forums and ask for help and learn. I remember my first grow was a bit rough but a few weeks in I made a journal and got on track and by flip I had 4 perfectly healthy plants one of which was large as fuck... Only said part was they were all male all those months for nothing lol. But anyhow I just wanted to go into detail about what I meant because I didn't mean it in the since of you'd fail it's very very hard to kill plants lol.
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I killed a cactus my friend ... So I was already failing in my head once I started this. I knew how you meant it. I been very grateful to have 420 forums and the people that I met on here. Including yourself. I just scan these journals and keep reading. I hope I get a 420 award for being a noob that went as far as I did with no issues as of yet! Besides having that one plant show me it was a male.
I keep checking the ph and also my humidity is perfect. So far I'm rocking this thanks to everyone.
 
Chris Scorpio said:
I had faith in ya Jay

I knew yer pup would keep you in line
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Thanks Chris!
He saved my life a lot of times and I love the little guy a lot because of that.

He is in dream land right now lol

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When it rains - it pours.

Just venting.
Having no luck over here. My babies are doing great - and this is not about them. Last night. My PTSD acted up to the point of no return. I had a quarter bottle left and dropped it in my kitchen. Bottle dropped on a brick that I use to keep FunGoos water up high so he doesn't choke. I spent the last 2 hours picking up every piece and used a towel rather then something that I could of used to try and slurp it up with an eye dropper to save some.

I'm now back to fucking pills 100% and I'm really annoyed. I'm high off the pills and I didn't most of them this morning because I'm tired of how they make me feel. The cbd helped with my pain and I was conserving it. I know not many here care about my fuckups - some people most likely are laughing. I had a good weekend and had a weeks supply left of cbd - I don't want to be on these pills. I'm done with this. Living on these pills are not something that I can handle anymore. Im already popping more vikes then prescribed for the pail and my seizure meds I accidentally double dosed because I'm not remembering shit because of the clonazepam and feeling fucked up bad.

I decided not to take these fucking Zoloft bullshit today because I want my life back . I can't do this no more. I'm week minded and hate this. I have hardly any friends up here to talk to and my friends back home and family in nyc. I pretty much stopped talking to. This is not the life for me. I went to making 50k a year + to now living on about around 900 a month. This is no way to live. It's sucking more and more and depressing.

Yeah I know I should man the fuck up. But after losing everything and going from a brick house to living in a ducking trailer it's no longer fun. I hate my life - only thing I have is like I said to Chris yesterday. My fucking service dog. Who I didn't even like at first. Now I love him and people think I'm weird because I rather be alone and with him then deal with the fake people that I encounter.

QUESTION- if I take a piece off my babies and try to smoke it. Will I gets any effects? Wishful thinking and I'm going to end up in the nut house with my thoughts and they won't let me take this mutt with me. I don't want this life in all honesty - 420 saved me. I was doing GREAT and now without it and also without my cbd liquid. I fear that these pills I can over dose on quickly and not even realize it. Because as they say. You can od on Doctor perscribed shit. But not on ganja. I just need a fucking break. I opened up my paypal account to find $9 whole bucks!! How can some one live on the ssd here in the us. I want to work! But I'm unhireable. I no like this anymore -

Sorry for venting. I sure comes off like a little bitch and you all can call me out in it. Plain and simple - no Zoloft today so my true feelings come out. I don't know if I will be back on here tomorrow or in the future because i just can't keep living in a slump.

I'm straight out a pussy but yet if I had to do it all over again. My dumb ass would still try and help people and not care that my life on line. I even got news this morning from Doctor. So my dreams of not having to see him for a while has ducking failed.

I'm sorry for writing this but I don't want to vent to anyone that I do know in real life. Because in the end. I will just be labeled as a fucking nut.

And I'm not to care wha you all think besides the fact that I gave you all a little entertainment today by simply going off my rocker.

Sorry to vent but I rather be judged by people's that don't know me than so called family and friends that think I'm off my rocker again.

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I know what you mean I fucking shared my harvest with family a good bit of it too around half of it and a week after running out they fucking leave me dry and suffering and these fucking pain pills don't even help me anymore personally. Think the least family would fucking do is make sure you don't run out of medicine after sharing for fucking months. So instead of fucking buying some cannabis and sharing (they only buy cheap ass Reggie btw) they want to keep asking me how much longer until my plants are done so they can fucking use my again and leave without out my medicine. Fucking share with them 10-15 dollar a gram type shit but they have a problem fucking sharing brickweed that costs two bucks a gram... I'd kill myself if I didn't think they'd use it to their advantage and get sympathy and free shit... They all get medicine from the doctor I don't have the privilege of having health insurance nor have I seen a doctor in years and they know this and they know cannabis is the ONLY thing I use to treat my crohns disease and a couple other illnesses. I don't get a dollar a month unless I attempt to hustle for it so buying weed is not possible. It's food or medicine.

Also lately I've been drooping stuff and losing my balance a lot lately so trust me I know what you felt like when you dropped that bottle of oil I've been snapping from much less lately.
 
If you pluck a dozen or so fan leaves and let them dry it MAY do a little bit of something just not much... At least that's what people have told me after giving them fan leaves a plus is that you are in flower too.
 
Just have to keep moving in the right direction and never give up. I've been sober 14 years now, took me 2 trips through residential rehab but finally figured shit out and got my life back. I know it's not easy but you can do it Bro.
 
LedGuy74 said:
If you pluck a dozen or so fan leaves and let them dry it MAY do a little bit of something just not much... At least that's what people have told me after giving them fan leaves a plus is that you are in flower too.
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Trying the fan leaves. I plucked the big ones from the top. I guess it's worth a shot. I'm using selca jell balls to dry them. I'm hoping for good out come. I don't want pills no more. The CBD juice was keepin me away from the main drugs. I still need to take seized meds so I do not seize out while alone in the house.
 
Pennywise said:
Just have to keep moving in the right direction and never give up. I've been sober 14 years now, took me 2 trips through residential rehab but finally figured shit out and got my life back. I know it's not easy but you can do it Bro.
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They won't let me into there. I get to go to the psych ward because of my PTSD and I'm a "danger" to myself or others around me. Plus half my meds are controlled substances and needed Fucking pricks this health system sucks my friend. I just wish I could move and start a new life. Somewhere that someone would give me a shot in life rather than my current status. I'm to "overqualified" to even work at McDonald's. But that's a nice way of saying. We don't want your dogs hair.
 
LedGuy74 said:
If you pluck a dozen or so fan leaves and let them dry it MAY do a little bit of something just not much... At least that's what people have told me after giving them fan leaves a plus is that you are in flower too.
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I only plucked 4. I didn't want to hurt my baby. I made it this far and scared that cutting leaves will hurt her and my luck will run out.
 
Hey Jay! Check your PM please! And give Fun a hug! Your girls are looking good. We have a CBD store local here. I often get CBD crystals there and can at least get you CBD in whatever form you like. I know I hate those pills and I believe that CBD helps so much with all those types of things. I have been looking for a way to pay back to the family that has given me so much. This is one step towards that. ..
 
I would like to say sorry about my wording yesterday - I'm really embarrassed on the way I came off. I just haven't felt like my self for the past few days and needed to vent

My apologies.


Hey I entered my first 420 contest!
Give myself something to do! I have 10 votes so far!! I used my nuke

420 Magazine's Photo of the Month Contest - January 2018

420 Magazine's Photo of the Month Contest - January 2018
 
Hows things jay hope ur ok mate. No1 thinks that of u on rhis site mate sumtimes sayin things is better than not so feel free to say wat u want hay its ur journal say wat u like . As for ur fan leafs a few here and there wont hurt hef atall if anythin itll benefit mate . Extra light tobudsites means more bud my friend . Girls look great keep it up
 
quinny said:
Hows things jay hope ur ok mate. No1 thinks that of u on rhis site mate sumtimes sayin things is better than not so feel free to say wat u want hay its ur journal say wat u like . As for ur fan leafs a few here and there wont hurt hef atall if anythin itll benefit mate . Extra light tobudsites means more bud my friend . Girls look great keep it up
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True - Everything is ok thanks for asking. I clearly was in a bad mood yesterday lol The girls are looking great. :-) Photos soon
 
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