MNS - My New Spot

[Islandgrow]

sorry all, I'm going to have to stop growing for the near future.. I've been denied access and communication to my daughter since Christmas.. I wasn't doing anything about it because of finances and plants.. fuck that.. I can get a loan if I have to and the plants can wait. Depression has hit me hard, with this, over last few weeks and getting worse this week. Actually I haven't worked, I think it's because of it.. I know man up and shit,well that's what I'm going to do.. I don't know how long it takes. I've heard dudes come and do house checks etc.. I just want to be able to do something about it.. Have some sort of control over my life. not dodging it because some fucked up law.... I'll need a dealer

Sorry to hear bro . Everything will work out for you soon . And you will be happier once everything is cleared up and you are back to doing what you are passionate about.

 

[420islife]

Hey grizz know exactly what your going through. Keep your Chin up mate you will get there dhs are the biggest bunch of wankers I've ever met and love doing anything they can to make things hard... if u ever need to have a chat about them hit me up been battling them unsuccessfully for 8 years now

 

[Tomster420]

Fuck that sucks mate, keep your chin up and you'll find a way to get back in contact with your daughter. I'm pretty sure i'm within an hours drive of you so if you need a place to move your plants or help packing up your grows I'm more than happy to help out. Depression is a fickle bitch and she doesn't discriminate Also fuck dealers LOL

 

[TheBlaze]

Damn man, that's terrible bud.

I hope things work out for you and your daughter. I really mean that.

 

[Black Thumbs]

Shit mate that's some crap news,I no how much you love your daughter and it comes through when you write about her.Fuck the plants family is forever and worth doing everything you can to hold onto.Best wishes that it works out for you both

 

[GrizzWald]

Thanks fellas.. it's been a real struggle between the two of late.. I already feel better making the decision I have, like a weights been lifted but given me purpose. Scared also about losing everything I've worked for.. I'm not really sure what to do about it, Who to call.. It's hard living so far away, with no solicitors etc to talk to. Left couple email to some places but no returns yet.. i work for myself by myself. Banks don't like that. I don't know if the bank would loan me $$ to pay her out.. my life might be on the change soon.. might make me sell house etc.. I don't know what's in store.. I just need to see my daughter.. I'm prepared to start again, if it means I've got a routine with her again..

 

[Blacksmith]

Do whatever you've got to do buddy.

 

[TheBlaze]

It's a tough choice, but the right choice. Family is everything.

 

[AussieBlueTHC]

Totally understand mate. Its a pity, but fanily comes first. Ive had 16 years of crap myself and men rarely win out. Which is wrong but way it is. Anyway can always grow some nore hoochy down the line. Look after yourself.

 

[AussieBlueTHC]

Talk to legal aid and see if your eligible. And openly with your family. Always people their for you if you open up.

 

[GrizzWald]

Yeah Aussie, I know I'm not going to win anything.. I just want a routine visitation. Whether it be duel custody or fortnightly visits, I just want to know and have my rights looked after,'cause they aren't at the moment..

So I'll finish this off with a tasty looking mango widow bud.. these are stinky and glistening.. the other plant is a strong stone, this looks & smells better..

 

[AussieBlueTHC]

I meant just getting what you deserve. Not win a shit fight. Maybe my poor choice of words. Talk to legal aid man. Nice bud.

 

[Tomster420]

Good luck mate

 

[mouser]

Do what you have to man. I gave up all but my son in my divorce. She now lives in a huge house, 3 cars, yard etc, and I live in a 1br dump. But my son is here at least 1/2 the week and I cant help but feel I came out on top Chin up man and keep your goals in sight. Best of luck!

 

[Amadeus Forzin]

Hope all is well in your world.

Thanks for sharing this grow with us.

I'm sorry to hear of your troubles, I hope everything is sorted quickly with little fuss.

I'm moving this to Completed Journals as requested

Sending you lots of love and positive energy.

 

[Hyena Merica]

Thinking about you Grizz.

You will find the way to anywhere you truly want to be. Best of luck.

I look forward to your return.

Peace, Hyena

 

[MagicJim]

Keep chin up Grizz...Love for your daughter will keep you going. Visit when you can.

 

[Sneakygreen]

All the best grizz

 

[Jaga]

All my very best to ya Grizz
shit sorry to hear about your situation

 

[NorCaliwood]

Like said................ Handle your business............... Man, I let drinking and drugs get in the way of alot of things... MOST I wish I could go back and do a redo... Dude,,, we don't get redos. Make the first count.. Just do a drive-by and when it's good... Well send me a pic...............

Best luck and Keepem Green