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Ok folks so the little QD lamp is specifically for propergators. It sits on top and gives enough light for babies and also heats the propergators to perfect levels. As said this is the very beginning of this tech,so bigger lights.will be.along. Great for shelf setups and bigger commercial usage.

Then in bean news I may have dropped a few more than I should :) we have 3 loompafarms underdog. A cpl of Amherst Sour D and then a truthband and a mango thingy by them also. Then a cpl of armagedon a cpl caramello. This might be ok if I wasnt mostly full already LOL. Yet I've got my new DO autos to run also :)

Anyway if I'm not about much at mo its beaches I dropped my phone and am on a old phone of my pals and its smaller then my old little thing so my eyes are shot
 
Highhh LA! Hows my brother from another mother? Good to see ya back from holiday! Mannnn....alllll these new gadgets ur gettin buddy! I AM JEALOUSSSS!!! In a quick bite....Im quite pissed @ the state I live in as the dumbasses voted to keep me a criminal for using cannabis! Its really quite shite! Dude.....the way you gifted that big girl to people who need oils & such....you are one helluva good mate! Heart of gold & mind of a mad scientist!! maybe I sould say screw it & move to spain too! I wish it were that simple. I respect you my friend! I truly do! Cant waittttt to see these new alien technologies you have @ work!

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Hey jaga, they're actually quite the little legends within the traders etc. Just a little company from Wales taking on China etc and winning! Plus they happen to be the salt of the earth!


Could I just ask anyone who wouldn't mind finding my better halves post on the introduction page and wish her a happy birthday! Her handle is NightAddict and she is a little blue as alone cuss I'm doing a 12hr shift. Anything to cheer her up thanks folks :)
 
Could I just ask anyone who wouldn't mind finding my better halves post on the introduction page and wish her a happy birthday! Her handle is NightAddict and she is a little blue as alone cuss I'm doing a 12hr shift. Anything to cheer her up thanks folks :)
Post a link for us lazy members.
 
Hey BAR, its all good now thanks as many folks wished her well. She gets easily overwhelmed with her anxiety and has trouble responding to people on here already. Maybe also due to how important this place is for me. I've tried explaining to her that this place is all family. Yet I totally suck at getting her illness to be honest. I'm very much a closed off person who never gets flustered, nothing really effects me much.
To be honest that's actually the only thing that does scare me! Sometimes I feel like I'm dead inside! So you can imagine my understanding her and being able to relate, doesn't really happen as I wished it could, despite my very best attempts!
 
Hey BAR, its all good now thanks as many folks wished her well. She gets easily overwhelmed with her anxiety and has trouble responding to people on here already. Maybe also due to how important this place is for me. I've tried explaining to her that this place is all family. Yet I totally suck at getting her illness to be honest. I'm very much a closed off person who never gets flustered, nothing really effects me much.
To be honest that's actually the only thing that does scare me! Sometimes I feel like I'm dead inside! So you can imagine my understanding her and being able to relate, doesn't really happen as I wished it could, despite my very best attempts!


I can relate. I'm very reserved and if I do feel something, it doesn't really show. I am a psychologist in training and I think my biggest strength is mastering verbal and non-verbal communication. My wife is everything to me and I will do everything in my power to maintain a stable and healthy relationship with her as long as there is one. I do have to admit that at times I can be a douche and maybe a bit jealous, though I fight hard and long to avoid this because it can be exhausting. Sometimes I find that sitting down talking and ranting on and on about whatever she wants to talk and rant on and on about is probably the way she can connect with me. We will go on for hours about society, politics, racism, humanitarianisms, bucket lists, child development, growing**, future goals, school, work, science, religion, and on and on and on and on. To be honest, most of these topics were null in my head until I got married and noticed that after a few years there really wasn't much to talk about. I educated myself for years just for the sake of conversation. 8 Years on oct 29th, 4 kids later, and I have never seen my wife as happy as she is today to be who she is and where she is and who she has around her.

Your "deadness" is a result of you repeatedly thinking you are. You are what you think about most of the time. Change your thoughts, you'll change your reality. A difficult feat of course, but with time, dedication, and the wanting to consciously choose what you think about will change your entire existence. I know it did for me.
 
Hey bro I'm sure u do the best u no how to do with your partners condition. We all (the good ones) do what we are able to that's all anyone can do. One thing if I can recomend. I found something a year or so ago and it helped me # big style# in finding myself. RReleasing the bad in my mind. Freed my mind so much it's amazing. I came out with a total clear head and a almost new found ability to do things I had no confidence to do before. I'm visiting again through the week. It's also massively benificial to anxiety and depression sufferers. What is this amazing drug I here u ask....... no its not dmt lol although one day one day. It is in fact a little thing called a "sensory depravation tank"
If u no of these youl be bored with my coming write up but if not I hope it in tress u and Mrs LA. To an anxiety sufferer it may sound daunting but if she gets in and it doesn't help her ill post u the money u paid for Ur session!
Basicly it's a huge capsule maybe the size of a hot tub and a half with a closing lid. It's filled with water and around 1000lb of salt mixed so the wwater is impossible to drowned in u just float without trying. You are totally weightless like I imagine being in outa space. U close the lid. And relax. It's complete darkness. With complete zero light and sound no stress on any muscle in your body and total zero strain on all body senses. This allows the mind to totally rest. In a way that from being in the womb until getting in the tank no one has ever experienced. It a lows our minds to see clearly. See that our in security's are not that big of a deal. See were we are going wrong and how easy shit can be with tiny changes. Honest bro I swear by this. If u meditate like I do you can have the most amazing meditation session in there like no other. You out totally refreshed and at one with yourself. It's not to pricey but by no means loose change. I pay £50 for a two hour slot. I go with my buddy we get a tank each. If at any point u want out Ur out but iv never known it.
If you want to help her it may be an idea to mention it and Google search it near your home. There's loads down south but not many up north I drive an hour to my float clinic. Just thought I'd share bro

Peace
 
Cheers peoples :)
Thanks for all thoughts and input your all most kind!

So as said I've got some issues :) I'm quite chuffed to have something to try and work out etc. I dont normally get problems, so dont know defs much. I certainly wouldn't let plants get this sick normally lol.
So heres some pics of the sorry state of my crappy auto's.....! They soooooo suffered whilst I was away and were totally drenched to the core by my pal who looked after them, (well tried to kill em!!)
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So as you can see we have a a cpl really bad. Then we have 2 tiny babes stunted to death by over watering. Then a cpl that started some training but again I kind of missed to boat with em all due to being away. So I'm just using this shite wave for some deff issue learning.
I'll post all info as I try to turn the sick pair back to health! So far I've just dosed with some remo nutes! Hit em with some MagnifiCal, Natures Candy and some VeloKelp. I'm not PH yet but might go pick up a pen later today!

Oh and the plant under the little BM cob is a photo being vegged out for a 2 level plant with 2 levels of light source, just for giggles. It will take a side of the tent whilst the big flux flowers out, I just fimmed her top recently! :)
 
Ouch!
You'll bounce back!
 
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