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Well folks today everything has gone to hell and then some! Aren't friends just a treat. They're always at my door when they're in need of anything. Then when time comes round they're never able to answer phones or mysteriously aren't about!
I'm just kind of sick of people treating my kindness as a weakness. I have spent a long time changing my own self to being a kinder more generous person. All to aware of my own shortfalls from a prior time!
So its a hard fought battle to not slip back into old ways to be honest! I'm gutted and very let down at present.
This directly effects things here and my plans! No longer am I, in any position to call how things are gonna pan out.

Full 1200 run cancellation is in effect and all may be shut down and binned??? Not sure on this but it may all happen quickly! So if I ain't about lol you know why!

Just as all seemed to be coming good, ha! :) anyway sorry to you all I had grand plans! !
 
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Well folks today everything has gone to hell and then some! Aren't friends just a treat. They're always at my door when they're in need of anything. Then when time comes round they're never able to answer phones or mysteriously aren't about!
I'm just kind of sick of people treating my kindness as a weakness. I have spent a long time changing my own self to being a kinder more generous person. All to aware of my own shortfalls from a prior time!
So its a hard fought battle to not slip back into old ways to be honest! I'm gutted and very let down at present.
This directly effects things here and my plans! No longer am I, in any position to call how things are gonna pan out.

Full 1200 run cancellation is in effect and all may be shut down and binned??? Not sure on this but it may all happen quickly! So if I ain't about lol you know why!

Just as all seemed to be coming good, ha! :) anyway sorry to you all I had grand plans! !
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Don't slip or trip, remember even if we stumble, were STILL heading in the right direction.. I feel your pain brudda, I had many sooooo called "good" friends when I was riding and racing.. Then one day you wake up and get out of the hospital and wonder over the next two or so years where everyone went.. Begging for rides to the track so I could just sit and watch and snap pics.. Multiple calls going out unanswered, then you come to the realization, were they really friends or not? Like Forest Gump told Jenny, I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! hehehe.. But also I am thankful for the good times we had together.

I have always been a fiercely independent person, and after my last accident, I have learned to be even more independent, even with my limitations..

So going forward what I have done is clean off my porch..

Now the only people I will share my porch with are the ones closest to me.. Everything else is kept pretty much at what you would call a professional level not a personal one. But I always keep the door open, hoping to meet other people who I can share my porch with, and others that will in turn share theirs.

And the one verse that serves me the best is this one..
"How miserable is the body that depends on a body, and how miserable is the soul that depends on these two."

I found myself in your very situation, cleaned off the porch, focused on what I could do, and took it from there... and I wont look back :)

Peace Brudda! you got this!
 
I feel you Professor! I know thousands of people on a first name basis but only flux with a handful. Not one of them know I'm growing. I hope this situation doesn't evolve into you shutting down such a remarkable grow this early on but make no mistake; safety comes first!

We'll understand.
 
Hi all and thanks for your concerns :)
I'm still really vexed and not sure on what level things will be moving forward from here!
People piss me off! Just down right suck. My generosity and good spirit is waning. ..

Lol nah, I'm not going down any dark path here, ain't letting them drag me down! Just fed up being screwed over by supposed friends! This combined with the timing! Just throws so much I to doubt. ...

Hell you'd think we would get used to it, just as things look up life kicks you where it hurts :) :)

Much love all and ill be back in a few days if the dust settles in my favour!
 
my dad once told me real friends are few and far in between
you can count true friends on one hand everyone else are just aquintances and over the years I found this to be true so when I do have a
true friend I do my best to not let them down cause when you need them they are there for you too
don't worry my friend people do show their true colors when you really need them its better sooner than later
just don't take it too hard im sure you do have some true friends a lot of people on this site are great people too bad we all weren't closer together so we could all help each other not just online but in real life :circle-of-love:
 
Cronichemphog said:
my dad once told me real friends are few and far in between
you can count true friends on one hand everyone else are just aquintances and over the years I found this to be true so when I do have a
true friend I do my best to not let them down cause when you need them they are there for you too
don't worry my friend people do show their true colors when you really need them its better sooner than later
just don't take it too hard im sure you do have some true friends a lot of people on this site are great people too bad we all weren't closer together so we could all help each other not just online but in real life :circle-of-love:
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Well said Cronic. I hope every thing works it's self out buddy.
 
Well best of days to you all my friends!
Your all very kind with your words and support!
I'm ok and will continue onward, without any more thought given to certain folks. :)
At the end of the day if these people are so caught up with there own little selfish interests in such a way, then yep I'm better off without them being around! :)

So the state of play is a little different from before, but Ill work something out one way or another and build my DeathStar! :) :) I'm not sure on time lines now as have to get Spain out the way etc before doing anything big! Yet where there is a will there is a way! :)

Again thanks my friends for your support. It just knocked me for six and left me with a bad taste in my mouth! (then I tried some fast dried bud from my mystery cheese plant and that bad taste was just a fading memory! :) )
 
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