Just checkin' in on you my LadyG...
I am empathizes with the struggle you are going through, but wow, you are still an over-achiever they missed out on. Cater to yourself because you got upcoming dreams that are going to unfold for you. If I can do it, you can do it better.
Let me lift you up sister, step on my brain...funny visual, and allow me to give you the boost you need.
There you go...niiiiiice step up there. So now you are ABOVE that speed bump, you may continue to chase your dreams.
Women helping women recipe...the only ingredient, respect...outcome...success. And it tastes so sweet sistah!