Derbybud
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Start the journal so I can get subbed in already.
Lady G Seedsman Sponsored Journal, Medical Vitamin Weed
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Woke up from terrible nightmares so I'm in a fog today, can't speak in sentences today, things are not clear, head is swollen but I would LOVE the Lady Grow Show cause it rhymes and I can see a future there. I have one more Candida seed, but right now I'm growing one and will be taking clones, so I'm in either way.
@newty - I'm tickled pink that you are here. I promise to come by and chat with yah in your journal. Today I'm in my own little cloudy world. Thank you so much for initiating a visit and I wanted to formally congratulate you on your win 2months ago you are a budding star...hahahahaha
I'm in bed today cause my mind is fuzzy and heavy. Like tv fuzz with the noise. So take care and let's DO THIS!
Much love ladies, thanks for including me.
@newty - I'm tickled pink that you are here. I promise to come by and chat with yah in your journal. Today I'm in my own little cloudy world. Thank you so much for initiating a visit and I wanted to formally congratulate you on your win 2months ago you are a budding star...hahahahaha
I'm in bed today cause my mind is fuzzy and heavy. Like tv fuzz with the noise. So take care and let's DO THIS!
Much love ladies, thanks for including me.
Smeegol
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good morning Milady, maby I should try and get out more as I don't do the social thing since I stopped drinking, but everyone drinks and that's a slippery slope to land on again.
But the girls are looking well and the coffee Ryder looks lovely....
Candida for the win.....
But the girls are looking well and the coffee Ryder looks lovely....
Candida for the win.....
Smeegol
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G-Land!
“G” for “Great groovin’ greenery Catwoman! Them G Lady’s is got some growin’ goin’ on!”
(There’s Greenthunder too!)
Oh, and @newty , I am about to start an indoor run. Just one plant. Been slowly building a new light which is nearly finished. I’m pretty much building it from my bed while I try to convalesce a little. The frame is constructed and I’m drilling the holes to attach the QB boards this week. So I’m about a week or 2 away from seed drop
Yippee...
I hope you return to your normal self quickly!
Hey lady G
Thought I’d share first my Candida girl healing stones placed,let the plant take off is what im hoping for. Hey do you know if they have a good stretch come preflower?
Girls is doing okay about a foot and half in height maybe two with the two mains that I topped . What do you think . Going to look at a product called seven dust to help steer critters who want to eat my fans
can’t blame them yummy 
Top of the day to ya lady keep that chin up
Thought I’d share first my Candida girl healing stones placed,let the plant take off is what im hoping for. Hey do you know if they have a good stretch come preflower?
Girls is doing okay about a foot and half in height maybe two with the two mains that I topped . What do you think . Going to look at a product called seven dust to help steer critters who want to eat my fans
can’t blame them yummy Top of the day to ya lady keep that chin up
Hiya Lady G2, friends,
I didn't know you had another thread going. I know, not very observant. Sorry. I wanted to express a huge sigh of relief that your biopsy was benign. You don't need more medical problems! Your ladies are looking great. I've noticed cbd strains really look and grow the best, then indica's look next best (in mass) then the sativa's. Love the symmetry of the indica's.
@Kingjoe83 your forest floor looks just like mine. Nettles, and violets abound. Underneath is 75% worm castings. Super soil. Should make a happy winter stash!
Cya later, Lady G2, friends,
I didn't know you had another thread going. I know, not very observant. Sorry. I wanted to express a huge sigh of relief that your biopsy was benign. You don't need more medical problems! Your ladies are looking great. I've noticed cbd strains really look and grow the best, then indica's look next best (in mass) then the sativa's. Love the symmetry of the indica's.
@Kingjoe83 your forest floor looks just like mine. Nettles, and violets abound. Underneath is 75% worm castings. Super soil. Should make a happy winter stash!
Cya later, Lady G2, friends,
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Nightmares again, can't put sentences together or remember what I just said, but I am watching world cup so that should help. Will be back to reply when I can think clearly again. 
You guys and gals are most welcome here.
You guys and gals are most welcome here.
Hoping you recover quickly!
Yeah the floor is putting along slowly must not have enough microbes in medium im guessing. next year it will have more good stuff in it since soil is being cooked now? It’s all a learning hub to me
What’s s fella to do right ?
They're doing fine from what I've seen!
No nightmares no.. here is an idea next time your scared face it and embrace the fear challenge your demons back. Show them they are not allowed to rule your heart.Nightmares again, can't put sentences together or remember what I just said, but I am watching world cup so that should help. Will be back to reply when I can think clearly again.
In healing prayers lady
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Lady G — CANDIDA & CBD & OG KUSH Rolex Auto — Seedsman Sponsored Grow Against Neurodegenerative Diseases – July 11, 2018.
Brain & Grow Rehab:
Dear 420 Family…
Promise to reply to all the messages, thank you soul tribe.
It’s been some really dark days and I just barely got through. Now that I’m writing my book again, I am taking notes as to what is triggers them. The big one is that I have gruesome nightmares where I have to fight off the bad people in epic war type battles filled with my traumatic memories from my life. Once I have nightmares, I wake up exhausted, as if my brain hasn’t slept and I am not my bright chipper self. In fact, I feel like I relive my past over and over again, groundhog day over and over again.
There was a dense fog in my forehead feeling like I’m wearing a hat that is too tight. I cannot not think straight, feel right or even speak in clear sentences. I feel like I bounce from stage 1 to stage 2 back to when this all started. So it’s interesting to note, that my nightmares bring out the worst in me, but I can get out of that mode through my plants. It takes me about 2 days to recover from 1 nightmare. So 3 nightmares in a row this time changes who I am altogether.
The headaches and nightmares are ongoing, but I can deal with them. The major problem is dealing with the symptoms that these two triggers brings out. I’m very sad to say, I slipped, dropped and crashed 2 plants of mine. My CBD OG Kush Auto Dinafem did not make it. She broke in half and it wasn’t pretty. My precious medicine, GONE!
My Candida took a beating, she might be savable but I had to drop my last Candida seed to make up for the one that is in shock because of the impact. You can see the ripped leaves and such.
I have a big scratch on the inside of my arm from falling and there was a mess everywhere. I can’t believe my two important plants are gone. And I’m still without dry meds. ARGH!
The fog in my brain because so dense that I can’t focus entirely, I get distracted easily, and boom, I fell. I can’t say that I wasn’t incredibly disappointed, even my poor husband was trying to cheer me up as he helped me clean up after I crashed into my plants. Those seeds are hard to come by so I’m really upset with myself.
Soooo, what would my coach tell me to do, adjust, adapt and move on. I have planted new seeds and will restart my experiments. Such a blow to my medicine stash, I am keeping all my pots to 3 gallon now because anything bigger is so hard for me to handle physically.
Anyways, so I’m back after not having nightmares and I’m here ready to move on.
So the good news, I have 5 plants going and the bad news, I don’t have dry meds. Let’s try this grow again shall we?
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Quote of the week: “Your knowledge is valued, but not nearly as much as your heart.. Lots of meanings intended by Heart.. “ @MaddHacker
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1. Type: CBD OG KUSH AUTO DINAFEM#2 (BRAND NEW AFTER ACCIDENT) @Kingjoe83 – Most improved and star student! )
Week: 1
Days: 3
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: 15% Indica / 35% Sativa / 50% Ruderalis
Medicinal Properties: THC7% - CBD14%
Technique: 3 gallon
Comments: (With flash) Restart – She had trouble germinating so I had to perform surgery and take her helmet off, then she grew straight up. No problems so far.
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2. Type: CANDIDA #1 (TRYING TO SAVE IT - she's in ICU right now )
Week: 5
Days: 32 days
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: Indica / Sativa
Technique: 1 GALLON,
Comments: Looks very sad after the fall, damaged leaves.
All the leaves are droopy and I had to do an emergency transplant into a 1 gallon because I couldn’t handle the 5 gallon as easily. I think she’ll have a chance to recover in a 1 gallon. I need to stick to 3 gallons because it’s just easier physically.
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3. Type: CANDIDA #2( @Derbybud for master techniques! )
Week: 1
Days: 3 days
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: Indica / Sativa ACDC x Harlequin
THC CONTENT 0.3%-0.9%
CBD CONTENT 10.6%-20.6%
Technique: 1 GALLON
Comments: ( With flash ) Restart
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4.Type: AUTO OG KUSH ROLEX SEEDSMAN GENETICS – ( @TheMadDabber – He’s shares his TIME and support all the TIME. )
Week: 5
Days: 32 days
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: Indica / Sativa
Technique: 1 GALLON,
Comments: Gave her another feeding last night, luckily I could save her.
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5.Type: AUTO OG KUSH ROLEX SEEDSMAN GENETICS – ( @Bode for inspiring me to keep going. )
Week: 1
Days: 3 days
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: Indica / Sativa
Technique: 3 GALLON,
Comments: Making up for not having any meds.
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After the breakage, I grabbed an clone from the Dinafem - CBD OGKush Auto and stuck it in some dirt. I know Shed told me it can't be done, but I saw @Troy01 clone his auto and she grew out beautifully. So instead of throwing away the whole plant I kept a fraction of what she was before. And here is my attempt to keep pushing the boundaries.
You can never plan enough for accidents, but you can plan to move on as quickly as possible. There is something to be said about having a beautiful healing brain, as long as I'm writing and growing, I'll be okay to bounce back no matter how hard it is to find my words, my heart never changed.
Sometimes life kicks my a*s, but then again I kick a*s in life. Lady G2
Candida #1 looks like she should be fine, give her a couple days and she'll be good as new.
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I guess we'll have to see...
Always hurts to lose a plant though
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Yah it's a blow to the confidence, just when I think it's okay to praise my efforts, my brain sabotages me. This is why it's so hard having this disease because things are just not obvious to me, blind in the brain, detour to frustration, then close to darkness. It feels like I just woke up, went to check on plants and I've been robbed. That's how quickly I had to act, now I'm without dry meds for another 8 weeks. Booooo! Here's to restarting again. Big sigh
MagicJim
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