*Thank you, I'm doing my best even though I'm scared, I can do it with GREEN friends. I appreciate your kind words.
*rest, oil, rest, ice, blah blah blah, you know how I like to be your physiotherapist. Your day was very difficult, take several days to recover. Plus you're trimming, it's so much for you right now. So yah, PW BBQ'd up a meal for the whole crew, everyone eats and greets at their own leasure. I also make sure food is made, with OIL. Talk soon - another brother. Wow, I didn't realize how many there are of you. My blessing for sure.
*no you haven't overstepped, but it still is raw and tearful when I try to open up to friends. It's still so fresh, and I feel pretty shaken up but highly motivated. So once I get used to saying it out loud, I'm sure it won't be as shameful. That is why this journal is a way for forcing myself to be open, when my brain wants to shut the heck down and run away. I've taken the first step, I will get better and feel more confident with this fine huddle of brainiacs, including you.
It's an organic process...
*It will be great to have so many brains here to think of ways to beat this through Cannabis. And you are the smartest growch I know.
It's just gonna take time GGG to let go, but I'm here to win, the goals are in sight. I need a good team line up, defenders, midfield and strikers. We'll devise good strategies along the way.