Fluffy's Got The Golden Ticket

:circle-of-love: My wonderful friends :circle-of-love:


With great sadness, I am here to say I am going to have to close my journal...

I am so sorry for my absence. It has been a bit of a nightmare. I decided I needed a little break, then Christmas came with a bloody horrible bug which flattened me, about ready to be physically well enough to go back to work. I am also struggling really badly with the wonky wing. I have the specialist appointment on Friday so we will see what they say. Typing is extremely painful, and after a week at work it’s unbearable.

I love being here, I love my journal and all my friends. I have so much fun! But I want to be able to do it the way I want to, I know you guys don’t care but Fluffy loves making things look pretty, stopping by every day and keeping up with everyone. It is the way I am and I’m not about to ask me to change that about myself. I physically can’t manage it right now, let alone anything else.

The most significant reason for the journal closure however is that I am entering an extremely difficult (but incredibly positive phase in my life). I made the decision to attempt a prosecution of two people for rape and statutory rape from when I was 15. I can only attempt to prosecute two people who deserve it, and I refuse to allow them to win through fear anymore. I am likely to be crucified if I even manage to get it to Court, and made to be the guilty party, even with the age involved. It’s going to be rough, and I just don’t know how much emotional energy I will be able to devote to anything other than that process. Time to stop thinking and believing I have something to be ashamed of, and time survivors are able to stand up and speak about what is happening. "All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing." (Edmund Burke). I may not “win”, but I know if I don’t try I will never forgive myself.

But I am still growing and I am still around! By taking this decision I know I will be able to come by more often as I have taken the pressure off myself. My wonderful, gorgeous and adorable Mr Fluffy bought me a Nexus for Christmas and it is absolutely brilliant. Not great for huge long Fluffy Essays but means I can do much more with just one hand. Very exciting, so don’t think for a moment you have gotten rid of me!

I do genuinely feel like I have let all of you down. It is just the way I am. I want to do everything for everyone else, but now...I have to do this for me.

I will do my best to catch up with you all in due course, but please know that you are all very very important to this rather Frazzled Little Fluffy One.

With all my love and the fluffiest hugs...

Mrs Muppetous

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So very proud of you for standing up and being heard Fluffy!!
You deserve to live in a positive and guilt free world, and getting this done although it might be difficult, will be the best thing for you!
Even if they don't fry, (which I hope they do) you'll be able to walk with your head high again, wing in the air, and feel the relief that you so greatly deserve!

You'll be missed my dear, but we are all so proud of you for doing what you're doing!
So remember that, we're all behind ya, and we'll be right here waiting for ya when all the smoke clears!
Now go get those Fuckers!:winkyface:

:Love:
 
I do genuinely feel like I have let all of you down.
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Far from it Fluffy. You go and do what you know you gotta do, girl. Nail those bastards. :circle-of-love: You are making the right decision 100%

Your new Nexus thing sounds brilliant! I am nicely jealous :laughtwo: *massive fluffy huggles*
 
:Love: You are so brave and I'm really impressed by your courage. I hope you prevail and they get what's coming to them and more. Hang tough, k? And, make sure you let us know how you're doing now and then. Don't be a stranger!!
 
Go get em' Fluffy!!
You're such an inspiration, truly.:adore:

I'll always have your back and the rest of the 420 fam will too!:circle-of-love:

Any way it pans out, you're winning!
But don't you go forgetting how hard you are under all that fluffiness!
Your mettle's been tested many times and it still shines like platinum
and shows no dents nor scratches!



You know where i am if you need anything!
And I'll keep giving all I have to give ya until I got nothin' left!

:Love::hugs::hugs::hugs::Love:

K
 
Fluffy Haze

Time to put the hurt and shame where it belongs... on them.

See you on the other side

Buck
 
Korloin said:
Go get em' Fluffy!!
You're such an inspiration, truly.:adore:

I'll always have your back and the rest of the 420 fam will too!:circle-of-love:

Any way it pans out, you're winning!
But don't you go forgetting how hard you are under all that fluffiness!
Your mettle's been tested many times and it still shines like platinum
and shows no dents nor scratches!



You know where i am if you need anything!
And I'll keep giving all I have to give ya until I got nothin' left!

:Love::hugs::hugs::hugs::Love:

K
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And your METAL is pretty tough also:rofl:Just quit mettling:cheesygrinsmiley:
 
hozona said:
And your METAL is pretty tough also:rofl:Just quit mettling:cheesygrinsmiley:
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Well, you all deserve a MEDAL for the support you are giving Fluffy. ;)
 
Sorry to Hear all that is going on Fluffy, I hope that you get yourself better and get through the times ahead, although bad things happen in our lives we have to see that they made us the people that we are, and mrs fluff YOU DO NOT NEED TO CHANGE YOURSELF.

I Wish You all the best for the new year and hope you had a good christmas and new years eve, your daily appearances will be surely missed by everyone but you gotta do what you need to for yourself.

Sorry i havent been round much lately.

TIME TO OPEN THAT CANNA-CORN ICE-CREAM I THINK Fluffy.

Stay Strong :green_heart::circle-of-love::thankyou::thankyou::thankyou:
 
yeah what I thought:):circle-of-love:
 
hozona said:
And your METAL is pretty tough also:rofl:Just quit mettling:cheesygrinsmiley:
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Fluff's is VERY Metal!:headbang: She used to roadie for Maiden Ya' know! :;): Kept all those longhairs in line. :blalol:
 
I really don't know how to thank you ball for your support, I can't put into words how much it helps. I miss you all so very much.

The girls do too, I desperately need to work something better out for my space, but I just can't seem to focus. Culled the NL auto, was not doing well. Ruby II still alive despite my best newbie LST attempts. AK auto looks fabulous.

When I get to it will definitely look at scrog or dog, my space just isn't working.

Had bad news at hospital yesterday though so trying to get my head round whats to do with the wing.

I wish I could huggle you all. You all rule, you know that?

:hugs: :circle-of-love:
 
Fluffy Haze said:
I really don't know how to thank you ball for your support, I can't put into words how much it helps. I miss you all so very much.

The girls do too, I desperately need to work something better out for my space, but I just can't seem to focus. Culled the NL auto, was not doing well. Ruby II still alive despite my best newbie LST attempts. AK auto looks fabulous.

When I get to it will definitely look at scrog or dog, my space just isn't working.

Had bad news at hospital yesterday though so trying to get my head round whats to do with the wing.

I wish I could huggle you all. You all rule, you know that?

:hugs: :circle-of-love:
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Fluffitus...although I have only LSTd two plants I think LST the plant to fill the area you want, then scrog a few inches above and let her rip! I think you will get the results you want without the branches bending down as they gain weight and density...just my thoughts:scratchinghead:
 
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