Youve seen this documented in other grows? Where autos that have severe helmet head and surgery over perform comparatively? Id love to see them!
Maybe we aren't talking about the same thing after all? Maybe I'm two coffees and 5 books short of a happy meal? I was just talking about recovering from a topping....someone just hit my reset and I'll be ok...
Well mine got helmeted because I didn't try to help the seeds (no sanding or extra soak or stuff) , so a few of them got it bad. It was either let them die or do surgery. Not something Id expected people were doing on purpose at all, so Im excited to read up on it.
Oh this helmeting lol. See there were a few things short in my head yesterday. Even started taking the wrong notes on the wrog product I'll be reviewing....yesterday I was kind of lost in my head. Didn't sleep either. Today is better, except the baby fell head first onto concrete while we were at MILs...so maybe questions for me today should be held until tomorrow
Oh definitely, Im looking at growing an LSD-25 auto just for the colours, or a cherry cola for what they say is a rare "fizzy" terp. Id like to experience that fizz but dont need a big yield. So yus, defiintely get what youre saying.
Cherry Cola just sounds delicious. We talked about Dr Pepper already....
The spice of life... sad.
Much better circumstances to grow nowadays, the paranoia of growing back then was a serious mind effer. SUper high and happy and constantly worried enough to not enjoy it as much as I couldve.
I'm not paranoid even though it's illegal here cause you would never know I grow. I enjoy every minute of it now. Even the Oh shit moments. Those I love. I learn more when I have those.
Little bonus sneak peak today.
Got a fantastic light box for taking photos and videos with that I'm going to try out on some of Sandy and the rest but until then, I just wanted to drop some non-scoped, non-flash, took in the kitchen on the counter this evening with no good light photos of just a little smackeral of a nug of Sandy's, my
@CannaPot Cookies Haze.
Trichomes down to the stem
Just goes to show how you can see this just by holding it up to the naked eye, how crazy these trichomes get. How covered and sticky these buds become. It's a shame I can't tell you how much the smoke is just that much more medicinal. It's that really, above all this pretty gnarly stuff, that keeps me doing what I'm doing.
For those days like yesterday when I couldn't settle down at 2AM, I finally rolled up some of her and before I knew it I could feel my breathing slow down, my heart rate decrease, my shakes subside, my head was finally quiet.
My problem guys and this is why I do what I do, is that I am here there and everywhere. This is good until I go manic and then the thoughts in my head. There's so many its like a cluster fuck, for lack of better terminology. The memories, the way back memories, the unease, the confusion, the emotional scale being so uneven.
No drug I was ever given by big pharma (and believe me, it was a lot...could name you most on the market I've been on) could stop that feeling in my head. They would slow me down to a screeching hault-I was nearly catatonic. I remember some meds I couldn't even speak after taking them, my brain and my body were not in sync. Others made me feel absolutely nothing at all.
What kind of life is that?
Sometimes I forget that I have the magic right under my fingertips. You think I'd smoke as soon as this happens to me but by that point, I'm already lost in it. I have to wait for a break, a mindfulness window to appear in the hurricane that's in my head.
And then I smoke this droughted bud and everything is better. Everything down to the swelling of arthritis in my joints, the heaviness in my lower back, the anxiety in my chest....
It's doing something for me that nothing and no one else could and I'm doing it now on my own and that's something remarkable.
Check in later with Day 5 for Maestro
