British Green's 1st 420 Grow Journal

I have no choice in the matter I have to work . I hate working away from home but it doesn't happen to often . They plants should be fine . They have everything they need . When I worked do I big 8room 200plants each room with a few buddies it was best left alone once they got they roots going we only went back to the unit once a week unless we had problems . But that grow I was where it all went wrong and I had to get out and found out who were my friends and who wasn't . So I'm small scale know and forever . But being able to shut the door and walk away is why I grow hydro they very rarely drink all they nutes at this stage .
 
All is good welshy and thanks for asking I've just been very busy with work and my wedding coming up it's only 2 weeks away . I'm back home but my house is still busy and full of girls getting their hair and makeup done . My worst nightmare is happening . But as soon as they have gone I'll be in the veg room . This week also holds a lot of bad memories for me . One minute I'm fine then the next minute when I've got time to think I lose it and turn it a blubbering mess .
 
british green said:
All is good welshy and thanks for asking I've just been very busy with work and my wedding coming up it's only 2 weeks away . I'm back home but my house is still busy and full of girls getting their hair and makeup done . My worst nightmare is happening . But as soon as they have gone I'll be in the veg room . This week also holds a lot of bad memories for me . One minute I'm fine then the next minute when I've got time to think I lose it and turn it a blubbering mess .
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o yer that's right your signing your life away lol just think off all the good times and when you think off a bad time and we are all here for you in you time off need mate. Your never alone
 
I just try and keep busy and then I have no time to think about it . These memories will never go away I'm only just learning to live with them my wife to be and my little girl are the best way of stopping it at this time of year . She loves Christmas like your other half . One reason for getting married at christmas was to give me some good memories to put in with the bad ones . It's easier to say on here with anonymity that I'm a mess and I don't have to hide any of my feelings . Because I know we don't judge each other on here and just offer friendship and laughs Wichita is cool . I think if I went to the doctor again they would lock me up or fill me full antidepressants . Which is no good for me . Thanks welshy . The one for all and all for one motto of 420 is why I love it and you guys .
 
skunnymonster said:
I share your pain at christmas time too mate, I lost my mum shortly after it, so it's not my favourite time of the year
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It's just this week for me but I know what you mean my friend . This week five years ago we hit an ide two days later we lost the first and then another lad everyday after until we hit four losses . Four of us survived two of them in a bad way . I came out unharmed as the driver I was better protected . It very hard . My dad died the same year but in april . They were all good friend . And I mean brothers more than friends . Thinking about you all my lost heroes .
 
No need to say sorry mate if it helps you talking then talk away..i wish you and your family all the best mate..love to all here and gone
 
Good morning skunny the day is a lot brighter today . I've never got chance to have a look . My house was busy all day with my wife to be and he bridesmaids having there hair and makeup done . Then there other half s turned up (my friends) and we all ended up having a drink smoke and some food . The house is all mine for a few hours where my other half has gone shopping ( ouch ) so I'll be upstairs very soon .
 
Good to hear mate, a top night with friends can work wonders :) I've had a little time with mine this morning & given them a little spray. I swear the baby buds have grown massively overnight & it made me smile. I love the early flower stage :)
 
As you know I haven't been in the garden for nearly a full week . The girls look nice and healthy and are getting along just fine but I think they are getting a bit cold the loft is at 2degrees but my room is about 18degrees but I'm thinking they don't like the lights off period at night time it's even colder so they are not getting any lights off for now the are on 24 hours on . I'm going to order a small greenhouse heater to cherry them up a bit . I don't know of any girl that likes to be cold especially in bed . But they are just moving on a little slow because of this and the one I topped to follow la flux style I've fecked her up . Well that's what I'm thinking .
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