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BID's Multi Tool All Purpose Universal Consolidated Multiple Grow Journal #10
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
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Governmentchz
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better than bsdd...lol
BID, you and your work are something special. To provide meds for people who are suffering is something dear to most of our hearts here on 420. You must fight the good fight and never give into fear, as fear is the mind killer!
It baffles me, the huge amount of inconsistencies in the regulation of MJ in the US! Simply crazy! Yet when you believe in something so completely and are so invested on a personal level, it doesn't leave much of a choice! I obviously live in the UK where its all illegal and most probs always will be! This will never sway me from this green path were on. I like you believe in this plant and put simply Ill grow untill I die!
if they ever bust me over it, ill simply come back stronger.
All best vibes to you my friend!
It baffles me, the huge amount of inconsistencies in the regulation of MJ in the US! Simply crazy! Yet when you believe in something so completely and are so invested on a personal level, it doesn't leave much of a choice! I obviously live in the UK where its all illegal and most probs always will be! This will never sway me from this green path were on. I like you believe in this plant and put simply Ill grow untill I die!
if they ever bust me over it, ill simply come back stronger.All best vibes to you my friend!
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
my friend with cancer came by or a visit and refill yesterday i told her about the drama the thought of me stopping had her in tears and that my friends was all i needed to cement my resolve, she said one of the 2 reasons shes getting better and fighting is me and her desire to be a mom to her kids,she also wants to document and show the world terminal cancer can be cured with cannabis she has the utmost faith in it and me, how can i ever give up? you know she has already exceeded what they predicted when i met her over a year ago she had a few months lol i told her i dont see an expiration date stamped on you, i got her watching "the secret" and on my meds she looks like a different person now,she has gained weight, has a full head of hair now and you would not guess she was sick! shes so excited about the cannatonic its funny she has read about the power of cbd and is just convinced its her final cure faith is a powerful thing ! funny how in times of worry life will provide these motivators and signs you cant help but go "ok i get it i know what im supposed to do! message received" 
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
simply put we are simpatico brother both of very humble beginnings and elevated to lofty status by this amazing community but never forget our ghetto roots "keep one foot in the gutter and one fist in the gold"-RRBID, you and your work are something special. To provide meds for people who are suffering is something dear to most of our hearts here on 420. You must fight the good fight and never give into fear, as fear is the mind killer!
It baffles me, the huge amount of inconsistencies in the regulation of MJ in the US! Simply crazy! Yet when you believe in something so completely and are so invested on a personal level, it doesn't leave much of a choice! I obviously live in the UK where its all illegal and most probs always will be! This will never sway me from this green path were on. I like you believe in this plant and put simply Ill grow untill I die!
All best vibes to you my friend!
my friend with cancer came by or a visit and refill yesterday i told her about the drama the thought of me stopping had her in tears and that my friends was all i needed to cement my resolve, she said one of the 2 reasons shes getting better and fighting is me and her desire to be a mom to her kids,she also wants to document and show the world terminal cancer can be cured with cannabis she has the utmost faith in it and me, how can i ever give up? you know she has already exceeded what they predicted when i met her over a year ago she had a few months lol i told her i dont see an expiration date stamped on you, i got her watching "the secret" and on my meds she looks like a different person now,she has gained weight, has a full head of hair now and you would not guess she was sick! shes so excited about the cannatonic its funny she has read about the power of cbd and is just convinced its her final cure faith is a powerful thing ! funny how in times of worry life will provide these motivators and signs you cant help but go "ok i get it i know what im supposed to do! message received"
Don't tell ANYONE I cried when I read this... and now I am even more pissed.
EwokSmks247
New Member
lookin good man hope all goes well
The good news is since we are seeing some states legalize in general we are starting to see some real scientific studies on the benefits, and harms, of this plant. Whenever something is in a 'grey' or 'black' market you are never going to find out the actual truths of what the effects are as evidence is purely anecdotal.
E.G. Northwestern University has released some pretty provocative and good work on how ingesting as a teenager can effect the brain. But that just one of many.
The problem is we still have the big corporation problem dominating our politics.
With regards to your legalness possibly going away, how about consulting a lawyer? that law seems pretty vague
Look at worst case scenerio and if you can accept that then keep growing, other wise do not. Just my 2 cents.
Look at worst case scenerio and if you can accept that then keep growing, other wise do not. Just my 2 cents.
All else fails you still have a recommendation from a dr bro. It's not like you're growing 100 plants or some shit man. I would continue on as if nothing happened.
grimmreefer
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A lot of pro 420 lawyers will take a couple hundo as a retainer. They know your story before anyone else does. And pretty much on call. I've been thinking about it as my state is going through a change and I don't want to commit to anything yet.
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
nothing wrong with showing your squishy caramel center now and again
cheers! no worries
things are improving for sure, i smoked tons of cannabis as a kid had i not i dont think i would have developed my artistic side or learned to play guitar,drums,keyboards or sing, i would not have read the entire 24 volume 600-1100pgs per volume "history of civilization" or any of the thousands of books in my mothers extensive library she had books on psychology, 10 volumes o the PDR (physicians desk-book reference),engineering etc etc, i think for me it was a gateway substance a gateway to a higher iq! lol had i not smoked i would have never been interested in those books, i think cannabis can expand the mind of some youngsters and maybe thats one of the things they are afraid o us doing i its legal good thing we will not back down anymore
i see your point but im not a reactive person i think and act or choose not to but i was raised to have and believe in your convictions to ight for them when needed and to be true to myself and others above all, my worst case scenario is going to my friends funeral and standing there wondering if my work could have saved her life or even worse her kids asking me why i gave up on their mom,
exactly i know i can say ive never set foot in a dispensary not one person can say i sold them cannabis and i have severe disabilities that not only cripple my body but threaten my life and this substance gives me relief nothing else can!
my income is so limited i cant do something like that as nice as it would be, perhaps one day, for now im just a crippled doode growing a few plants in a tent with legal status and a physicians recommendation
heres the thing guys n gals i will do whatever i have to to retain my legal status if i have to move an rv to the middle of next to nowhere and live there 5 days a week then thats what i will do im on a mission to help a friend and myself and anyone else the universe puts in front of me rest assured i will be fine , im so blessed to have the life i do and the friends and family i have (that includes you all and this forum) im humbled and awe struck at your outpouring of concern as i sit here with this lump in my throat and a smile on my chubby face it just strengthens my resolve , if something im doing is wrong well then damn it i dont want to be right
thank you and much love and respect for all of you
now lest we change the subject to more cheery topics im gonna be fine i wish i had a bowl of vanilla bean ice cream tho mmm i so love ice cream
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
wow i cant believe it both my favorite smiley icons are gone headbanger with a mohawk and 
are lost to me so depressing, now i dont wanna use any of them, they reflected my personality so well, i guess im the only metalhead left in the world i must be getting old, so bummed
headbanger with a mohawk and are lost to me so depressing, now i dont wanna use any of them, they reflected my personality so well, i guess im the only metalhead left in the world i must be getting old, so bummed
no your not the only one here lol
Metal is the business
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BigIrishDoode
Fallen Cannabis Warrior
That is even better!
grimmreefer
Well-Known Member
Love the hardcore hand!
Kinda looks like someone peeking over a fence too
I guess that's my paranoia kicking in.
Kinda looks like someone peeking over a fence too
I guess that's my paranoia kicking in.
skunnymonster
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I'm subbed & will catch up later 
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