BID's Multi Tool All Purpose Universal Consolidated Multiple Grow Journal #10

well i may have a serious problem, a dispensary is going to open shortly about 15 miles from me that means i can no longer grow, and my idiot brother told his gf i grow cuz she said she did in her past,well they broke up and shes making threats, even tho he has nothing to do with my medical grow, ordinarily i would not care what she says but if a disp opens next week like it said in the paper im no longer legal,oh and im due to renew my card very soon and it will be marked "not authorized to cultivate" basically im not seeing a way to grow legally much longer,unless i move, im totally depressed because i finally got a true medical high cbd strain and have not had time to make seeds and now it looks like our stupid law and my stupid brother have screwed me, its a rock and a hard place situation, im fearful my friend with cancer may pay the ultimate price because of putting all her eggs in my basket, im not one to be emotional but this has had my big manly man self in tears today i feel like im letting her down and i will never get off the rx crap, im ready to move to colorado but i have deep roots that wont be easy to cut, any ideas??
 
its based on where you live in relation to the dispensaries, if within a 25 mile radius of one you cant grow, over 85% o the population here is within a disp grasp even if its a 50 mile drive on roads the go by as the crow flies, its the dumbest mmj rule anywhere and it only hurts patients that cant aford the disp prices and they have a monopoly we were so close to having it on the nov ballot for recreational but .its gonna be on there in 2016 and im sure it will pass, this disp thats opening will shut down every grower i know in the area that will make at least 20 patients i know do without they like me are on disability and cant afford to pay disp prices this is a disaster and ppl will suffer and may die, im just sick over it, i'll have nothing to keep me going, the garden is my one form of work and exercise without it i know i'll deteriorate and wallow in depression, its been my lifes work and passion for years now, and im not seeing a solution for 2 1/2 yrs
 
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Dood, I'm at a loss. I know what I would do, but every man has to be able to live with himself. At the very least, I'd plan for the worst with a contingency towards optimism.

Hang tough man. :straightface:
 
well gov what would you do? im at a loss, rip em up and shut down till its legal or i move,flower what i have going and hope all goes well then shut down? and what i wanna do never say die grow till i die!
 
Sorry, BID...that truly sucks. Those laws are ridiculous!

Guess you've already narrowed down your two choices...

1. Deep roots

2. Life's work & passion

Life is always about choices. Some are much larger than others. I'm sure you'll choose what works better for you in the long run.
 
im not one to act out of fear, im bullish and i believe in this cause 100% i believe in the power o this plant to heal, i dont deal or sell it its not merch to me its my work i may do something to shrink my profile and be safe but anything i do will be with the intention of protecting my ability to grow and create medicine , if pinched i'll fight i have done nothing wrong being forced to use unknown meds grown by who knows and with what poisons for the sole purpose of making $ turns my stomach, what i see being the most likely situation is i take a short break and see if this womans threats against my brother hold weight, likely they do not since she is in a vulnerable situation of losing her child if cps got involved, and he has told her she does not want to mess with my family my brother is a bit of a maniac and wont tolerate threats, my grow is legal at this time so this likely will blow over, and my brother has learned that no matter what keeping his mouth shut is mandatory my business is mine alone, im a survivor and a force of nature nothing short of death is likely to change my mind. i will keep you guys updated in any case :rocker:
 
fuckinay brudder!

I would do similarly. Lower your profile if you can, but do your thing. I've taken your situation to heart as well and have shored my defenses a bit. The hardest thing at times is keeping it all on the down low. Legal or not, people will try to take your shit if they think they can.

:cool:
 
BigIrishDoode said:
im not one to act out of fear, im bullish and i believe in this cause 100% i believe in the power o this plant to heal, i dont deal or sell it its not merch to me its my work i may do something to shrink my profile and be safe but anything i do will be with the intention of protecting my ability to grow and create medicine , if pinched i'll fight i have done nothing wrong being forced to use unknown meds grown by who knows and with what poisons for the sole purpose of making $ turns my stomach, what i see being the most likely situation is i take a short break and see if this womans threats against my brother hold weight, likely they do not since she is in a vulnerable situation of losing her child if cps got involved, and he has told her she does not want to mess with my family my brother is a bit of a maniac and wont tolerate threats, my grow is legal at this time so this likely will blow over, and my brother has learned that no matter what keeping his mouth shut is mandatory my business is mine alone, im a survivor and a force of nature nothing short of death is likely to change my mind. i will keep you guys updated in any case :rocker:
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Whole situation is a real shame and so unnecessary. So wrong. I'm sorry.
-John
 
heres the thingm this is my life, call me stupid,stubborn,what evz im gonna do my thing because its my thing i debated long and hard i cant give in to fear i cant believe the universe would let me get screwed for trying to save a life, nuf said, the show must go on! im not in any way morally wrong i do no harm so there you have it, pry my watering can from my cold dead hand my work must go on....:rocker::rocker: double banger
 
BigIrishDoode said:
heres the thingm this is my life, call me stupid,stubborn,what evz im gonna do my thing because its my thing i debated long and hard i cant give in to fear i cant believe the universe would let me get screwed for trying to save a life, nuf said, the show must go on! im not in any way morally wrong i do no harm so there you have it, pry my watering can from my cold dead hand my work must go on....:rocker::rocker: double banger
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Do the damn thing buddy.
 
Been lurking for a while. Signed up yesterday. Seeing what you have done is one of the main reasons I run mainly coco right now. I live in a med state but have yet to get my card. In MA you can apply for a "hardship" license, don't know if it's the same there. There are zero dispensaries here so anyone can get one. Once they open if you get your hardship you can only grow for yourself and your patients. You cannot buy from dispensaries. I provide oil to an old friend when he is going through chemo, it's the only thing that helps him eat/sleep. Just know there is people on both sides of that very fine line doing the right thing and it won't be like this forever.
 
BigIrishDoode said:
im not one to act out of fear, im bullish and i believe in this cause 100% i believe in the power o this plant to heal, i dont deal or sell it its not merch to me its my work i may do something to shrink my profile and be safe but anything i do will be with the intention of protecting my ability to grow and create medicine , if pinched i'll fight i have done nothing wrong being forced to use unknown meds grown by who knows and with what poisons for the sole purpose of making $ turns my stomach, what i see being the most likely situation is i take a short break and see if this womans threats against my brother hold weight, likely they do not since she is in a vulnerable situation of losing her child if cps got involved, and he has told her she does not want to mess with my family my brother is a bit of a maniac and wont tolerate threats, my grow is legal at this time so this likely will blow over, and my brother has learned that no matter what keeping his mouth shut is mandatory my business is mine alone, im a survivor and a force of nature nothing short of death is likely to change my mind. i will keep you guys updated in any case :rocker:
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BigIrishDoode said:
heres the thingm this is my life, call me stupid,stubborn,what evz im gonna do my thing because its my thing i debated long and hard i cant give in to fear i cant believe the universe would let me get screwed for trying to save a life, nuf said, the show must go on! im not in any way morally wrong i do no harm so there you have it, pry my watering can from my cold dead hand my work must go on....:rocker::rocker: double banger
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I was bumming on the first couple of posts, then these!!!

Rock On
:allgood:
B.I.D.


PS I am sorry for such suckage laws in your area, serious bummer. I find in sickening that folks are FORCED to purchase anything from anyone. You should go advocate on them! Who made that law? Who are "they" who have seriously fucked over the people they have been elected to serve? It is time to fight with our only weapon "our vote" It is time that ALL new candidates are chosen carefully for what they believe.
 
shottafire said:
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Do the damn thing buddy.
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shotta you know i will! been at it to long to quit now have to burn my ass to the ground! or poke out my eyes lol :rocker:

grimmreefer said:
Been lurking for a while. Signed up yesterday. Seeing what you have done is one of the main reasons I run mainly coco right now. I live in a med state but have yet to get my card. In MA you can apply for a "hardship" license, don't know if it's the same there. There are zero dispensaries here so anyone can get one. Once they open if you get your hardship you can only grow for yourself and your patients. You cannot buy from dispensaries. I provide oil to an old friend when he is going through chemo, it's the only thing that helps him eat/sleep. Just know there is people on both sides of that very fine line doing the right thing and it won't be like this forever.
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well welcome to my journal and 420mag everybody knows i luv me sum coco!! i feel that even if all your doing is growing to get ripped your still doing a solid cuz your keeping money out of cartel hands supporting local and online merchants that are honest ppl making a living, in my near 50 years ive never seen cannabis hurt a soul but the contrary i have seen it help most with something, and the right strains matched to the right ailments can realize immense healing, in one way or another we are all doing righteous work so thank you for doing what you do:rocker:

Buckshot said:
I was bumming on the first couple of posts, then these!!!

Rock On
:allgood:
B.I.D.


PS I am sorry for such suckage laws in your area, serious bummer. I find in sickening that folks are FORCED to purchase anything from anyone. You should go advocate on them! Who made that law? Who are "they" who have seriously fucked over the people they have been elected to serve? It is time to fight with our only weapon "our vote" It is time that ALL new candidates are chosen carefully for what they believe.
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i think it was written by the mpp i dont understand how nobody saw the 25mile rule as a total disaster for everyone that cant afford 65 bux an eighth!!! or ppl who have to have totally organic meds due to extreme allergy's or specific strains, i have never seen a high cbd strain on any disp menu, its all the top popular high thc strains and how bout 10$ for a single sucker or cookie,theres no competition they charge whatever they want and you pay it or do without, lol how bout 20 a g for shake? i think its vulgar, and i'll sign or vote for any improvement i see in this town jesse james dont need no stinkin gun!
 
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