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Because i suspect that it’s 20 posts per page, to get us to a new page for the critical mass photodump, I’ll add this bit of context/background as well.
For those that don’t know, i live with a fairly debilitating physical condition. I hire-in help at times and do what I can when I can. Many days are better than others and my condition has improved on some levels and deteriorated on others. What’s involved wth the garden and my basic self care is about as much as I have the capacity for, most of the time.
Growing cannabis helps me on nearly every level - even if sometimes i push myself bit too much for the sake of my plants. It helps me because it gives me medicine that eases many of my symptoms plus, the joy of growing is something of revelation to me. It is honestly keeping me alive - the joy of growing these plants and getting to know them as they progress keeps me happy and helps me better accommodate the disappointments of no longer being able to surf, or build things, or work - following my previous creative and intellectual pursuits. Cannabis is helping me to change my expectations of what life is supposed to look like, to find joy inside every moment. Journaling my growing here on 420 has enabled a resurgence of my love of photography and inspired someone close to gift me a wonderful new camera.
So that’s just a little context so that folks understand me just a little and won’t be left wondering sometimes why i don’t just do things, or have to wait for a visitor or helper before I move a plant, or even water plants sometimes etc.
For those that don’t know, i live with a fairly debilitating physical condition. I hire-in help at times and do what I can when I can. Many days are better than others and my condition has improved on some levels and deteriorated on others. What’s involved wth the garden and my basic self care is about as much as I have the capacity for, most of the time.
Growing cannabis helps me on nearly every level - even if sometimes i push myself bit too much for the sake of my plants. It helps me because it gives me medicine that eases many of my symptoms plus, the joy of growing is something of revelation to me. It is honestly keeping me alive - the joy of growing these plants and getting to know them as they progress keeps me happy and helps me better accommodate the disappointments of no longer being able to surf, or build things, or work - following my previous creative and intellectual pursuits. Cannabis is helping me to change my expectations of what life is supposed to look like, to find joy inside every moment. Journaling my growing here on 420 has enabled a resurgence of my love of photography and inspired someone close to gift me a wonderful new camera.
So that’s just a little context so that folks understand me just a little and won’t be left wondering sometimes why i don’t just do things, or have to wait for a visitor or helper before I move a plant, or even water plants sometimes etc.