I hope you're doing better today than when you wrote this amigo! You have some beautiful ladies to cheer you up.
AMEN! I feel the same way about this opportunity. Really got me excited about what is to come.
I seriously appreciate you writing about this. I don't have a LUX meter yet. I'm already worried about my lights (not anywhere as nice as yours), but I don't want to give them too much or too little. I'll try and make up my mind on a meter and get it ordered.
Maaaaan...I get you on the loneliness part! I feel lonely sometimes even with a house filled with a wife, kids, and dogs. I mean it. They just don't get me sometimes and it is a crappy feeling. Also, I'm a big ass 40 something momma's boy too! Softy with feelings here too dude! Haaa haaa haaa. Speaking of my momma...I need to text her and say I love you.