Hey growstars!! How is everyone? Happy Sunday, well it's 2am so technically Monday, but i haven't slept yet, so it's still Sunday to me
Alright, firstly I'll give you all a short story update on my girl. So I was supposed to go to her parents place for dinner last night and meet them, but she called me yesterday morning, completely out of the blue saying she's not ready for a relationship, it's not you it's me etc etc.
I suggested we at least sit down and talk about it. That's exactly what we did, met up in town, I took her to a Cafe, she explained that she was just a bit scared, she's never been in a real relationship before, we talked it all out and everything was sweet, back on track. She said she had plans to go clubbing and asked me to come. Now, I have a 12am curfew, so I gotta be home by midnight, she knows that, she said I could drive us back at 11:30pm and she'd come stay the night again, I was loving it. The we had to go pick up Indy (the fuckwit) on the way, she was coming with us apparently, all good whatever, I'm easy going. Indy didn't know Sara and I are a thing, but she did soon enough and everyone's happy. I took Sara shopping, then out to town, probs spent about $600 plus on her yesterday, so I was in the good books, or so I thought. We was going from club to club, having an absolute blast, she kept grabbing my hand and just pulling me around with me, lots of hugs and kisses, she'd tickle me cause she's so cheeky, things couldn't be better, then 11:30 came, I'm like we have to go right now and suddenly it was a no, well she didn't even say no, just kinda kept walking off, I know that fucking Indy got in her head and guilt tripped her to stay out town, so she wasn't alone. Well I jumped in a cab, paid them extra to speed and get me home on time, I made my curfew, all good. But fuck me guys, after spending all that money on her and treating her so good, then she does that to me, shit fucking go aye!
We're yet to talk about it and it's eating away at me, she hasn't even apologised yet, I can't remember her saying sorry anyways.
But I guess time will tell, we shall soon see.
I'm only hanging in there, cause she's exactly my type, I care for her so much and when she's by herself with me and not trying to impress fuckwits, she is an amazing person. I wanna bring that side out in her all the time!
Wish me luck, I'm deffs gonna need it LOL
Fuck that wasn't as short as I thought it would be, sorry for that!
I'll start writing my new update now