Hi
@Smeegol - you gotta love the support that pours out when you hit the wall and need to keep running.
So I recognize when a fellow survivor is living life to the max cause that is what we are all doing.
I'll be the first to admit I'm still on these darn anti-depressants too. I tried to get off them with my oil, I did it for 4 months then I was triggered bad, now I'm back on them again, with oil, with vape. But I will get off them again one day. We crave to be well don't we.
It's all steps into the right direction...
I'm gonna do something special for you, I offer you two gifts to help with distraction.
1. A copy of my music album (various subgenre's of electronica, earthy, aboriginal, african, canadian, oneofakind, has my voice in there!)
2. A video by Dr. Ross on Cannabis and our health. (Learn more about our ECS deficiencies and help you understand)
They always help me in my times of need and when I'm waiting minute by minute. They may not be your cup of tea, but they are offers from my heart to yours.
You've helped me so much and your words were a blanket and my cup of tea.
I've been sober 10 years oct 31, 2018, and I still crave certain aspects of drinking, but even I can remember it will kill us inside and you're LIVING LARGE.
Think about all the people you get to help because you're on the healing path FIRST, helping yourself.
Here's a big sister sunday hug...