Magnus8
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I am hoping that someone here can help me, since you all seem so knowledgeable.
I am growing two Big Bud plants for my first grow, along with two Pineapple Express. I am hoping that the Big Bud can help me with both my debilitating back pain and my unwieldy anxiety disorder. According to Wikileaf.com, Big Bud is supposedly very good for anxiety and quite good for pain.
My back pain is truly debilitating. At the best of times, I am sometimes walking with the aid of a cane, sometimes not. But I am always feeling terrible spasms in my middle and lower back. According to my MRI that was done 3 months ago, I have a huge bubble in my back pressing on the spinal nerve (the word "huge" was used by my doctor who is never prone to exaggeration, mind you). At the worst of times, I cannot get out of bed, I cannot twist at all while lying in bed, and I cannot even hold the jar myself that my wife gets me to pee into because I cannot move. It really is that bad. I'm not exaggerating (sorry, I have a thing about people thinking I'm exaggerating about my back because I've been accused of doing so). I regularly have my wife rub oils with peppermint and tea tree oil into my back to relieve the tension and calm the spasms down.
Also, I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, a disorder that at the best of times has me crying 2 - 5 times per day because I'm so terrified. At the worst of times I have to crawl beneath the windows because I'm so afraid of anyone seeing me from outside. And I live on a farm in central Alberta. There is absolutely no one to see me for miles around. At the best of times, I often think I am hearing someone arrive in a vehicle and so I approach the window with such trepidation that I come at it from the edge of it to prevent anyone from seeing me. And of course there is never anyone there except possibly the sweet little old landlady who is 90 years old and blesses me ten times a conversation (truly, she does). My GAD is truly a terrifying experience to live with. Currently, I treat it with antipsychotics and Ativan -- medications I am hoping to reduce with the aid of cannabis.
Now here's the thing. I have no idea, once I have my harvest in, how to -- and how much to -- dose for my back and my anxiety.
Apparently, and I didn't realize this when I purchased my seeds initially, the Big Bud is both a couchlock strain as well as one that puts the user to sleep often. I don't want to sleep my life away. But it is apparently very good for anxiety and quite good for pain.
I was thinking of making RSO for most of my dosing. I have heard that using cannabis oil as an edible can last longer than smoking the flowers, and I'm hoping not to ruin my lungs with my new medication regime.
Apparently, according to Wikileaf.com, Big Bud has a strength of between 15% - 20%. I don't know if this is THC or CBD or what.
Can one of you much more knowledgeable people advise me as to how to dose this stuff? I don't know how strong this oil is. My only memories of anything like it is the oil we used to smoke when I was a teenager and I remember it getting us REALLY high.
I was thinking of putting it into capsules. Does this sound reasonable? Doable? Advisable? I can't stand the thought of eating that stuff any other way. If my memory serves me correctly, it tastes terrible!
Also, I was planning on making it with Everclear, if that makes any difference in its strength or not.
I know I'm asking a lot here from you good folks. Any advice would be greatly appreciated regarding how much to take, how to make it a reasonable strength, maybe how NOT to take it, etc. etc.
Or if you have any advice on what strains I should try to grow next time around, that would be most welcome, too. I'd prefer something with incredible pain relief that isn't going to make me paranoid, but rather help reduce my anxiety instead. It was because of a paranoid trip at 15 years old that I quit smoking weed in the first place. This return to cannabis is a big leap of faith for me at this point in my life (50 yrs old).
Thanks again.
I am growing two Big Bud plants for my first grow, along with two Pineapple Express. I am hoping that the Big Bud can help me with both my debilitating back pain and my unwieldy anxiety disorder. According to Wikileaf.com, Big Bud is supposedly very good for anxiety and quite good for pain.
My back pain is truly debilitating. At the best of times, I am sometimes walking with the aid of a cane, sometimes not. But I am always feeling terrible spasms in my middle and lower back. According to my MRI that was done 3 months ago, I have a huge bubble in my back pressing on the spinal nerve (the word "huge" was used by my doctor who is never prone to exaggeration, mind you). At the worst of times, I cannot get out of bed, I cannot twist at all while lying in bed, and I cannot even hold the jar myself that my wife gets me to pee into because I cannot move. It really is that bad. I'm not exaggerating (sorry, I have a thing about people thinking I'm exaggerating about my back because I've been accused of doing so). I regularly have my wife rub oils with peppermint and tea tree oil into my back to relieve the tension and calm the spasms down.
Also, I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, a disorder that at the best of times has me crying 2 - 5 times per day because I'm so terrified. At the worst of times I have to crawl beneath the windows because I'm so afraid of anyone seeing me from outside. And I live on a farm in central Alberta. There is absolutely no one to see me for miles around. At the best of times, I often think I am hearing someone arrive in a vehicle and so I approach the window with such trepidation that I come at it from the edge of it to prevent anyone from seeing me. And of course there is never anyone there except possibly the sweet little old landlady who is 90 years old and blesses me ten times a conversation (truly, she does). My GAD is truly a terrifying experience to live with. Currently, I treat it with antipsychotics and Ativan -- medications I am hoping to reduce with the aid of cannabis.
Now here's the thing. I have no idea, once I have my harvest in, how to -- and how much to -- dose for my back and my anxiety.
Apparently, and I didn't realize this when I purchased my seeds initially, the Big Bud is both a couchlock strain as well as one that puts the user to sleep often. I don't want to sleep my life away. But it is apparently very good for anxiety and quite good for pain.
I was thinking of making RSO for most of my dosing. I have heard that using cannabis oil as an edible can last longer than smoking the flowers, and I'm hoping not to ruin my lungs with my new medication regime.
Apparently, according to Wikileaf.com, Big Bud has a strength of between 15% - 20%. I don't know if this is THC or CBD or what.
Can one of you much more knowledgeable people advise me as to how to dose this stuff? I don't know how strong this oil is. My only memories of anything like it is the oil we used to smoke when I was a teenager and I remember it getting us REALLY high.
I was thinking of putting it into capsules. Does this sound reasonable? Doable? Advisable? I can't stand the thought of eating that stuff any other way. If my memory serves me correctly, it tastes terrible!
Also, I was planning on making it with Everclear, if that makes any difference in its strength or not.
I know I'm asking a lot here from you good folks. Any advice would be greatly appreciated regarding how much to take, how to make it a reasonable strength, maybe how NOT to take it, etc. etc.
Or if you have any advice on what strains I should try to grow next time around, that would be most welcome, too. I'd prefer something with incredible pain relief that isn't going to make me paranoid, but rather help reduce my anxiety instead. It was because of a paranoid trip at 15 years old that I quit smoking weed in the first place. This return to cannabis is a big leap of faith for me at this point in my life (50 yrs old).
Thanks again.