Can I hope that hanging around all this joy is having a subtle effect on that senseless, but fully understandable hatred? No love for the man here either. When they released his tapes and I realized the depth of his ...... there's no word for something that dark.... I shook for almost 30 minutes. Not a moment one easily forgets.
Nothing good comes from hate. It keeps you from flying. I like flying. I'm still working on forgiving Nixon too. Thing is, he's gone, which means none of it matters anymore. Our job is to let ourselves heal. We have cannabis to help with that, good cannabis, which is a kind of poetic justice. Lol!
As I sit here in the shit-pile legacy of hatred and moral corruptness, I find it a touch hard to forget the gent that left the steaming pile.
It's his actions that are still killin me. Words flow like water out to the sea, but the actions stay behind and screw us all.
Imagine... just for ONE moment.... if all the money spent on MJ detection, eradication, and 'education' were actually just handed to the schools.
He set our society back 40 years on a whim... a whim based solely in hatred and insecurities.
Vietnam, drugs, racism.... Yes... I spit. I would feel the same about any human with his collection of moral values.
I honestly don't know how I can ever let it go. I know it's just a lump of crap I'm stuck in... but stuck I seem to be.
Trying... for extending one's forgiveness to the Devil is not an easy thing.