Sara, you never cease to amaze. Your history explains so much. In the end though, you're on the right path with the oil. I find it intriguing how your system responds with such sensitivity. Your like a canary in a coal mine, aren't you?
My expectation would be that your ECS is already in healing mode, so you're counting the days now. You're smart enough to be doing Callanetics, which will keep the system open for energy flow and signalling efficiency. I get excited thinking about the potential ahead of you Sara. I mean really excited.
Stick with the deliberate waking. I just giggle with glee now when I make that declaration before I bounce out of bed in the morning. My clarity and control of the emotional tone are a bit breathtaking. I've only been doing this for what, two weeks? That it could really be this easy.......
I can only speculate on the changes that must be going on in my own ECS to cause this much peacefulness.
I amaze myself, too. I've been told by more than one person that I should donate my body to science. I am an anomaly all around. Sometimes it's hilarious. Sometimes.
Sorry of that post was too much. I'm just utterly, utterly fascinated by the parallels and this intolerance to supplements I need has been on my mind the last couple of years already.
I keep telling myself I'm already healing. I choose to believe that. The deliberate waking is slowly becoming a thing.
I'm so happy to see that you've been using cannabis for so long, but you are still refining and changing not only the cannabis but also other ways of healing.