Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life

Hello G2HM.

I've been hearing about how inspirational you are and I've read through your journal. You sound like you're finally taking control of your life and therefore, your healing and I hope you don't mind if I tag along for the ride.


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HashGirl said:
Hello G2HM.

I've been hearing about how inspirational you are and I've read through your journal. You sound like you're finally taking control of your life and therefore, your healing and I hope you don't mind if I tag along for the ride.


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Thank you very much, I think it must be the light bringing you soulful people my way. Nothing to do with me...lol. I laughed at your stop sign turning green, that is soooo me. Waiting for logic to click in. ;) I'd love for you to join in. I assume you're bringing the hash and I have everything else for you. Don't mind my bad jokes, grammar and terminology, I am just walking in the dark following the light. I hope this grow really turns out a great yield, it's got to be happening soon so I can get some capsules going. Welcome HG!
 
Welcome back. What grace and courage your words expressed. I am at a loss for words.
Beutiful......you are
 
Here's lookin' at you tricam...;)
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Mr Am4zin said:
I got myself up to the barn this weekend, thought of you the whole time i was there. So I took some pics of the ponies for you.

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Glad to see you back out and about. :Love:
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Wow, I'm completely surprised, I love them all ❤️ Mr Amazin! That just made my day! They are soooo beautiful. I wish I could brush them, I love grooming them, very peaceful. They look happy too. You really touched my horse heart. Sending a great big hug your way. I'm gonna stare at these for hours, brain says Thank You!
Thank you, thank you, thank you ..
 
What’s Update – 100% Organic Garden & Brain Rehab – April 27

:welcome: Welcome to my Beautiful Broken Brain Journal!

Brain/Grow Rehabilitation Behaviour:

Last week I had one of my famous “Terminator” migraines ;) which put me 4 days behind. But besides that little setback, there are updates to share. My husband and I had our 6 month check up with the medical team where my husband participates and they ask us questions together as a couple. This appointment was mostly recording any new symptoms that we have noticed.

I have regressed slightly. One example, I am asking for recess sandwiches, which were sandwiches I used to eat during recess at school in grade four. Another example, I had a fugue state experience moment where I was shopping for garden items and got startled, I froze, not knowing where I was. I asked my husband where were we. I told him immediately that I didn’t know where I was, it shocked me.

Now the exciting stuff. My husband had to lower the plants because there were signs of light burn, which I’m famous for. Once we put everything together my plants are so happy now. Funnily enough, the canopy of all plants together got me excited because this is how it should have looked. I know that I have potential here. The even canopy was the blessing I needed to continue.

Now I have my humidity on point, my light distance is perfect, self-watering pots leading the show, and lastly friends to help me along the way. I have improved my garden, organized the grow room and nailed the cloning process. All these tasks have improved my ability to plan, organize and reach goals.

This is a massive step to improving my ability to side step the brain damage and circumvent any barrier this brain injury is causing. It’s just very exciting that I’m still accomplishing things I couldn’t do last year.


What am I grateful for? “Garden Friends.”

Quote of the week: “Keep Going!”



My humble garden of positive change awaits you…


1. Type: CB Dream CLONES #1 - 6 (Mother born Oct 2, 2016)

Week:7 weeks

Days: 50

Temp:24-30 Degrees Celsius

Hum: 41 - 55%

Strain: Indica

Technique:Clones, topped and LST

Comments:

Clones – WOW, look at the size 6 clones. My favourite part about clones is that I don’t need to use ANY nutrients. So there is no guessing whatsoever. Some of the clones have a touch of light burn, but no biggie, I caught it in time. I have an even canopy which never happens to me but now it does. Next week, hopefully, I’ll have them all defol from the trunk and all horizontal growth must go. Last time I didn’t defoliate and all I got was popcorn. This time, I’m gonna do it properly. Please brain, don’t go crazy and over-trim.

CBD Clone #1-6 / 2.5 Gallon, Self-watering/Top-watering, LST & Topped.

Almost even canopy - with flash
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Plants - without a flash


3. Type: Kushie Kush (Born March 4, 2017)

Week: 3

Days: 24

Temp: 24-30

Hum: 41 - 55%

Strain: Indica

Technique:Topped and LST


Comments: She is growing strong and responds well to training. I may flower her early with the CBD’s in hopes to start a new grow under the light. I’m itchin’ to put her in another pot soon. Could I move her into her 5 gallon digs yet?
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*Looking forward to catching up on your journals! 420 Hugs ;)

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*Response to SeetSue - I'm trying to keep my answers short and sweet so my brain doesn't hurt ;)

……..What method of administration are you using now?

*I am shhhmokin CBD everyday, pipe. And I add other strains depending on what I have to do that day.

Have you explored making oils?

*Yes that is my next step. An Angel donated a Magical Butter machine that also makes oils. My biggest problem is that I can’t seem to grow enough to take care of my needs. I just got a new light so that will help. But I’m just not there yet.

I think an infused olive oil would be acceptable to get the body on a regular diet of cannabinoids.

*I agree

The confusion in the brain is caused at the root by inflammatory response, so a strain with at least a balanced ratio of the major cannabinoids would be my preference, if not one with a 1:2 THC:CBD ratio.

*I have been growing CB Dream and it’s 1:1. But I just got some more CBD seeds to try out. I love the CBD strains cause they are perfect for the day. I am most balanced when I smoke CBD strains. But I want oils to add to my regiment, if I can figure them out.

It doesn't take much THC to stop the progression of the disease. It sounds to me like you and your ECS are already ahead of the game. I believe you're correct in thinking you're creating more new cells faster than any damage being done.-

*THANK YOU! You’re are the first person to agree with my logic besides my husband.

The ECS runs on your belief system. When you believed your days were numbered you were dying more swiftly than necessary, and a good part of the acceleration was due to your belief. Things have changed. You figured out that this is all a game and the idea is to have fun with it, regardless of what's going on around you or in you.

*I believe! lol ;)
 
Congrats on the clones, thats something im going to be trying soon. Transplant to the 5 gallon when you think shes filled her pot with roots. This grow is looking awesome! .
 
pennywise said:
Congrats on the clones, thats something im going to be trying soon. Transplant to the 5 gallon when you think shes filled her pot with roots. This grow is looking awesome! .
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*Thanks for the advice PW! I am just sooooo ready for a good harvest. I'm constantly biting my nails. :adore::grinjoint:
 
Looks like you're well on your way to a really nice harvest. Look at Dinafem seeds. They have a couple of high cbd strains that are just released. I think they are 2:1 cbd:thc
 
MrGreene said:
Glad to see you. I usually smile when I read your posts. You have an inner beauty and strength that shows. Your husband is a very lucky man.

I almost posted a few hours ago to see if you were doing ok but got distracted visiting with the neighbors. I came back in to find your update.

The plants are looking great.
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Awww shucks MrGreen, very humbling to hear. I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life, there is so much to live for. Thank you for your kind words, my plants are loving their new perfect sun. ;)
 
Your plants/girls are looking awesome!
Really nice work. I know what you mean by not having enough product. In order to administer treatment in various ways. One area I am deffinantly working on. "Sweet Dreams"
 
Beautiful plants. :high-five: I'd be ready to transplant the Kushie Kush any time now. I only do one transplant with my own photos, from the starting one gallon to the finish pot. So much less trouble to deal with. I'm much lazier than all this posting suggests. :laughtwo:

You can make an infused oil with as little as 7 grams of buds and 1/2 c of oil. I use a technique whereby you decarb and infuse all in one step in the oven, on the lowest setting for 24-36 hours. I always go for the 36 hours. That 1/2 cup of oil will fill about 240 "00"-sized capsules. The MB2 requires you to use at least 2 cups of oil per batch. I don't often have that much bud on hand either. Lately I had the blessing of mites and taught myself to turn a freshly-harvested plant into infused oil. That was loads of fun. :laughtwo:

When you make your first batch of oil and see for yourself what a difference the capsule protocol can make in your own life you'll never look back.

That fugue moment you had...... I read that and instead of being chilled by the implications I found myself excited that you recognized it immediately and spoke up about it. Don't be quiet about any of it. That awareness means you're on top of this. Remember, the ECS doesn't know the difference between what's real and what you tell it. It takes what you tell it as reality. What a marvelous thing to understand, yes? You see the danger in how doctors usually talk to their patients?

It's an herbal medication, and your current administration should halt the progression, or at least that's the current thought on cannabis and Alzheimer's from the leading authority. As an herbal med we need to keep in mind that change is going on at the cellular level, and that takes time. Time you'll be spending learning to be an even more talented cultivator.
 
tricam said:
Your plants/girls are looking awesome!
Really nice work. I know what you mean by not having enough product. In order to administer treatment in various ways. One area I am deffinantly working on. "Sweet Dreams"
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*Good day my friend. This is my biggest obstacle, how do I grow enough to help myself. Every time I think I've got it, something goes wrong. But this is the first time I've had all my variables working at once. New light should do the trick, but I'm kinda paranoid now cause I don't my brain to sabotage me. But I'm never giving up so lots of learning on the horizon.

Mr Am4zin said:
:ciao: :Love:
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*Super hugs for another beautiful day. I went out in the sunshine and just took a breath of fresh air. Top of the day to you Sir.

SHRuuM said:
Are you gonna throw some ashes on those girls?:cheesygrinsmiley:
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*Ummm YEAH! Not for the clones but def the Kushie Kush. Especially when I transplant her. Will take pics along the process. ;)
 
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