Im not saying much at all on here because again my life is going crazy in a sad way,seems every time I start on here something major happens and this is the worst yet.My g-ma had a severe stroke on friday the 13th she was already in the hospital because she din't feel good and they were doing tests and she was eating there and choked a little and had a bad stroke.those who know me know my mom and g-ma live next door to me.She is 93 and now in a nursing home and she has a DNR so no ivs or anything.she has to get it in her mouth or
thats it.Visiting her on the 13th was my aunts son and he had a heart attack in her room,it was bad enough they flew him in a helicopter to a better hospital,now he has 2 stints in but doing good.My daughters best friend from childhood past away 3 days ago from a long bout of cancer.Now my aunt is over doing it and rather mixed up,her son had the heart attack and she is the closest person to my g-ma,she passed out at the nursing home today,I mean come on.So my mom is now kind of controlling or whatever you can call it but I am not going to let her over do any thing and pass out.Sorry I was just going to tell you why I am not writing much about the grow but I am writing more.Guess I am venting,I am trying to see some light here and my g-ma had a good long life which I am very happy for,but there needs to be a cut off of shit happening.I mean come on ok well I got to go take care of the dogs and stuff next door and I am doing laundry.those that know me from before on here know my moms boyfriend has no liver if you read my grows before I talk about him and how hard on my mom,well he is still alive and bedridden upstairs at g-mas.OK the powers that be in the universe just stop already.