SWEET Sphnx, Cannabis will be the best chance for a cure brother, good luck. Keep us posted here on 420 Magazine.
If you get a chance please check out Motoco420 thread "How to dose correctly using Rick Simpson concentrated cannabis oil" he has found a very cool way of helping to shrink tumors and even cure cancer in some cases. There are some testimonials on this journal as well. Please check this out and talk to Motoco, he is very happy to share any and all of his knowledge. Good luck Sphnx.
I have a few studys as well on the use of BHO and tumors. It's pretty cool. I haven't ran across Motoco on the site. Maybe one day.
420motoco would be very interested in your future endeavors too.
I'm looking forward to them! Will the results be posted here?
I&I
Of course my 420 family will know my results. They will be published online and on here for all of the world to read.
Glad to hear things picking up. Still got my ears open for you.
You may also want to check out a Chinese herb called Huang qi (Astragalus membranaceus). A perennial bush w/some amazing properties. Send my best to Ms. Hannah, and take care of yourself: eat right, drink water and make sure you get sleep. It's easy to forget the basix when you've a lot on your mind. Sorry if I sound like a Mom.
I have been hearing about that herb for quite some time now. It's now on my list
Everything is getting better for Hannah and I, we can live with her mom for a bit until we can find a place. We as a couple are going to be doing the whole webcam couple thing for income, and in a few weeks or so will be moving into our own place. Finally will have some sort of peace of mind
Good luck in all your future adventures and if your ever up this way don't forget you have somewhere to stay. the cottage is for friends and I do consider you to be a good friend.
TA ta for now.
SBG
Thank you brother! Hannah and I are thinking about doing a roadtrip up into Canada sometime this year. Will definitely be in touch
I need to come out to your forest and hike around. That place looks magical
Damn sphnx tell us how u really feel I know exactly how you feel where u been and where u coming from I've been through the same lifestyle with a bunch of worthless pos ppl so called friends that will throw u under the bus for a nickel Just keep your head up an ftw do it for yourself and ur fiance that's all u got in this world that means something I know all I got is my wife and dogs and nobody's gonna help so step on whatever and whoever gets in your way to the top cuzthey would do the same good luck man u got it be ruthless if u have to just don't stay that way and always remember u got everyone here at 420 and I could say we are all the friends u need man
Thank you for the kind words. They are very much appreciated.
Was so happy to find your new journal when I returned to 420 Sphnx. When I read this I wanted to punch a few people in the face. edit: sorry about punching, but I do want to. People don't love each other enough. I hate winter. I hope your Much Love and Respect has healed you Brother. Stay safe my friend.
Yeah punching is a light beating compared to what popped up into my mind first... Trimming scissors on the coffee table... Nuff said.
All of the positive vibes around us are helping us out a lot. It's nice.
Well Sphnx isn't drinking anymore... I had quite the little incident at the local watering hole. I was blacked out from adrenaline as my fist left my side and I "woke up" being dragged away by a very good friend of mine. Someone I consider a brother is now so pissed at me, and I had no idea of what I had actually done.
I'm done drinking.
I fucked that guy up. Apparently was quite the show for everybody in the bar, I found out when I went back into the bar today to pay my tab. I feel so bad. Sphnx was on the edge from stress and drinking Jameson from 11:30am to 12am. Disaster waiting to happen. I spent the entire day today throwing up, cold sweats, shaking like I was in a freezer, and not able to keep anything down, hallucinating. I was withdrawaling. I've kicked opiates once, It was a very similar experience. A very good family friend of mine's wife forced me to drink an emergenC when I was questioning whether or not I should go to the hospital and have an IV put into my arm... Are you fucking kidding me? Needles scare me to the point to where I black out and break the doctors nose, or kick him in the stomach and make him throw up all over the place. Today I stated that I wanted to go to the hospital for the reason... Worst day of my new found life.
Smoke weed everyday.
Much love and respect 420
Sphnx
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to you my friend and we'll all be here when you land on your feet, start kicking it in the a$$ and running full speed.
lol well hope to see ya soon man and hopefully in good spirits keep yo head up brotha