I know the feeling. Over 40 houseplants spread over the rooms in the house but the Cannabis plants were slow growing and often looking very sickly. Then I started to put it together in that the usual houseplant can survive and grow very well in lower light like what we get coming through a window. It will get by on smaller amounts of soil found in typical houseplant flower pots. The house plant can get by with being watered less often and still look green. And, of course, most people are happy with slow growing houseplants since that keeps them small and means less maintenance and keeps them from taking over the room.I feel like I'm just too dumb to understand the actually so simple process of growing a literal weed. I have monsteras thriving, insanely huge plants, aloe veras, bonsai trees, just everything. But I kill every cannabis plant I touch right now.
When I boosted the lights up and put the Cannabis plants in larger containers and fertilized them more often and at higher levels they started to grow faster and larger. They did start to take over the grow room but since that is what I wanted I went with it.