I hate to hear that you are in pain and uncomforable. I really do hope the laws change one day. I so wish I could over night you some medication. I would so do it, just to ease your discomfort.
On a side note, to make back up for some of the little men that popped up, I got 5 Royal Queen Dwarfs germing along with 3 Bluematic's. And when they say dwarf's, I really hope so, since my area can only handle 25 plants. I am going to try and hide the dwarfs and bluematic's in my backyard flower garden.
So they better end up really small or I'll have to find some really tall flowers.
Anyways really do hope you feel better.