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Yep been there with the total depression. I know what it feels like to have no soul for over a decade and it leaves scar. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. The strange thing was that nobody noticed. I didn't even realise that I was depressed at first, then food started to lose its flavour and music started sounding like noise. Substance abuse started taking over because it made me feel something even if it was only for one night. It only got worse from there on. To be honest I'm really lucky to be alive. Things did eventually work themselves out but not without a lot of hard work and tough decisions. But here I am! I wish I'd found 420 sooner, it feels like I've missed so much. I don't intend on going anywhere for a while