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Meh... fuck it, here's my rant...
I'm generally the "funny guy" but get stuck in my own head wondering why I'm not normal. I hurt & obsess daily.
I'm a bit screwed in the head from some life experiences... I'm not "normal" in the eyes of society. I'm broken...
I'm just recently coming to the conclusion that ppl I love dearly just can't accept my shit anymore.
My statement earlier about "why I'm here" had nothing to do with 420 Mag & the friends I've made here. But, more so about why I'm actually "here", like on this earth.... or existent at all.
I can't seem to find another person who really understands.... I'm a lonely soul.
It causes extreme pain and I have yet to find a way to handle it, other than booze. Alcohol has been slowly killing me, day by day. It has caused my relationship to deteriorate and now I'm alone again.
Just figured I owed a "half-asssed" explanation before I disappear...
I'm generally the "funny guy" but get stuck in my own head wondering why I'm not normal. I hurt & obsess daily.
I'm a bit screwed in the head from some life experiences... I'm not "normal" in the eyes of society. I'm broken...
I'm just recently coming to the conclusion that ppl I love dearly just can't accept my shit anymore.
My statement earlier about "why I'm here" had nothing to do with 420 Mag & the friends I've made here. But, more so about why I'm actually "here", like on this earth.... or existent at all.
I can't seem to find another person who really understands.... I'm a lonely soul.
It causes extreme pain and I have yet to find a way to handle it, other than booze. Alcohol has been slowly killing me, day by day. It has caused my relationship to deteriorate and now I'm alone again.
Just figured I owed a "half-asssed" explanation before I disappear...