Opioid Tapering With Cannabis: A Regimen

Those obsessive thoughts will eventually fade away. You’re so close now you can smell it. Eggs the second day in a row. Now that’s progress. :high-five:

I forgot to mention yesterday....the lovely gf....twice now you’ve said she deserves better. I encourage you to change that story to something along the lines of

“I’m blessed to have this sparkling creature standing next to me through thick and thin. I sure am happy to be loved by her.”

Those feelings of “not enough” are false. She stays with you because the thought of living without you is ludicrous. Go ahead....ask her. :battingeyelashes: it’s not a matter of deserving, it’s a matter of deliberately choosing to be with someone you love.

When you tell yourself she deserves more you feed the addiction. Deliberately refuse to go there, choosing instead to see the world and the universe as an abundant playground, looking for ways to bring you more of what you’re feeling.

Choose to feel deserving and loved. She thinks you are. You might as well join her. :battingeyelashes: :Love:
 
Diarrhea is one of the warning signs of too much CBD. It’s also a concern of withdrawal. Think on which you may be dealing with. The effect caused by CBD usually only occurs with lengthy regimens with CBD doses in the hundreds of milligrams per, so I don’t think this is it, but I don’t know how much you’ve gone through.
 
SweetSue said:
Those obsessive thoughts will eventually fade away. You’re so close now you can smell it. Eggs the second day in a row. Now that’s progress. :high-five:

I forgot to mention yesterday....the lovely gf....twice now you’ve said she deserves better. I encourage you to change that story to something along the lines of

“I’m blessed to have this sparkling creature standing next to me through thick and thin. I sure am happy to be loved by her.”

Those feelings of “not enough” are false. She stays with you because the thought of living without you is ludicrous. Go ahead....ask her. :battingeyelashes: it’s not a matter of deserving, it’s a matter of deliberately choosing to be with someone you love.

When you tell yourself she deserves more you feed the addiction. Deliberately refuse to go there, choosing instead to see the world and the universe as an abundant playground, looking for ways to bring you more of what you’re feeling.

Choose to feel deserving and loved. She thinks you are. You might as well join her. :battingeyelashes::love:
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SweetSue you have a way with words, I will force those thoughts out of my head.
I have used 2.5 grams of that cbd move. 1 gram in capsules about 2:1 cbd to thc. And 1.5 smoking. I think it’s withdrawals.
I feel good today, let me rephrase the improvement so drastic day by day that I feel great right now. Wahoo !!!!!
 
A point of fine tuning:

One can’t force thoughts away. The mere effort is enough to keep them in your way.

Try making a list of thoughts that thrill you, and when you notice that unworthiness trying to get momentum going, deliberately choose one of your better-feeling thoughts.


My daughter and I use virtual puppies. Lol! We turn to that pentilent internal voice and say “have a puppy.” Then we imagine the joy that ensues with puppy breath. Lol! Works every time.

Slowly but surely your lack of attention to the negative feeling causes it to fade from your reality.

You love each other. Revel in those memories, and do it deliberately. Wonderful changes will occur. :battingeyelashes:
 
SweetSue said:
A point of fine tuning:

One can’t force thoughts away. The mere effort is enough to keep them in your way.

Try making a list of thoughts that thrill you, and when you notice that unworthiness trying to get momentum going, deliberately choose one of your better-feeling thoughts.


My daughter and I use virtual puppies. Lol! We turn to that pentilent internal voice and say “have a puppy.” Then we imagine the joy that ensues with puppy breath. Lol! Works every time.

Slowly but surely your lack of attention to the negative feeling causes it to fade from your reality.

You love each other. Revel in those memories, and do it deliberately. Wonderful changes will occur. :battingeyelashes:
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Re-train the brain! Positive reinforcement
:high-five:
 
Hey y’all, feeling pretty good. Actually feel really good physically this morning. My legs are still jinkety janked. Lots better. I need a activity to keep busy. Was thinking about joining a gym. Boxing or mma, but I don’t want to get punched in the face or anywhere for that matter lol. Anyone has any ideas I’m all ears. Normally I would go fishing all summer. But I did a lot of pills in my boat and not because I was in pain. I’m not ready for that trigger. I walked 3 miles or 5km yesterday that felt pretty good. Rambling me lol. Hope everyone had a great night
 
Ahhh.... sweet whispers of recovery. :hugs::hugs::hugs:

Maybe start with something mindful like Tai Chi? Eventually you’ll progress to something more demanding, but this might be a gentle entry into the discipline.

It’s a beautiful day. Grab all the hugs you can. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Thanks guys back at you :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs: . I joined a x training gym with a trainer. He also works as a physio therapist. He assures me that he won’t hurt me more. Starting with 3 days a week half hour session with 3 minute sets. He wanted to start at 2 days a week. If the first week is to much I will slow down to 2 days. Tai chi I will look and see if there is a place anywhere near me. I was also thinking maybe yoga. Thank you all for the support I just got company so I have to go, I will be back. :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Dirtdemon said:
Hey y’all, feeling pretty good. Actually feel really good physically this morning. My legs are still jinkety janked. Lots better. I need a activity to keep busy. Was thinking about joining a gym. Boxing or mma, but I don’t want to get punched in the face or anywhere for that matter lol. Anyone has any ideas I’m all ears. Normally I would go fishing all summer. But I did a lot of pills in my boat and not because I was in pain. I’m not ready for that trigger. I walked 3 miles or 5km yesterday that felt pretty good. Rambling me lol. Hope everyone had a great night
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Congrats bro im there myself right now i got like restless leg syndrome in my dam arms they keept snaping tight and i almost punched my gf this morning in my sleep i guess i was spasming all over n now im up its jus getting worse so i had to take one of my prescriptions which ive been trying to wait atleast an hour b4 i take my first meds of the day and try and just use my dabs and my vape oil i made out of my cco and i believe a pg vape kit from Colorado dispensaries. Its an emulsifier n u jus add concentrate to it N bam vapable oil like what u use in the ecigs. N normally thts enuf to help postpone wen i take my dose atleast for alil bit but 2day was 2 bad for sum reason. I do good/great for about 3 days then i notice symptoms r getting so intense i cant barely handle it. The build up of tears n feeling sad for no reason super over emotional n everytime i see a father an son on tv now tht i lost my son it almost brings me 2 tears. The cravings arent bad like i want a pill but i get cravings for the pain amd saddnes to stop tht i wana take sumthn so i tried ordering some cbd oil from gold leaf sumthn but it was ridiculous expensive and didnt really help so i wemt back to using my thc vape kit oil and concentrates but its not fully doing the trick i dnt understand why ill be doing so dang good then at about day 3 sometimes day4 symptoms get outa control n it becomes to hard to stay at the new level i dropped 2 any and all help i would greatly appreciate it.
 
SweetSue said:
Ahhh.... sweet whispers of recovery. :hugs::hugs::hugs:

Maybe start with something mindful like Tai Chi? Eventually you’ll progress to something more demanding, but this might be a gentle entry into the discipline.

It’s a beautiful day. Grab all the hugs you can. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
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Also i know this is off topic but ive been trying to find the post where u said u had a distillery unit or sumthn u used to re get the alcohol back when u make cco what was that unit called an where can i get one cause this having to keep buying bottles of everclear is getting to expensine wen thy 30 bucks a pop lol but yea thanx for the help so much.
 
Blazinjones said:
Congrats bro im there myself right now i got like restless leg syndrome in my dam arms they keept snaping tight and i almost punched my gf this morning in my sleep i guess i was spasming all over n now im up its jus getting worse so i had to take one of my prescriptions which ive been trying to wait atleast an hour b4 i take my first meds of the day and try and just use my dabs and my vape oil i made out of my cco and i believe a pg vape kit from Colorado dispensaries. Its an emulsifier n u jus add concentrate to it N bam vapable oil like what u use in the ecigs. N normally thts enuf to help postpone wen i take my dose atleast for alil bit but 2day was 2 bad for sum reason. I do good/great for about 3 days then i notice symptoms r getting so intense i cant barely handle it. The build up of tears n feeling sad for no reason super over emotional n everytime i see a father an son on tv now tht i lost my son it almost brings me 2 tears. The cravings arent bad like i want a pill but i get cravings for the pain amd saddnes to stop tht i wana take sumthn so i tried ordering some cbd oil from gold leaf sumthn but it was ridiculous expensive and didnt really help so i wemt back to using my thc vape kit oil and concentrates but its not fully doing the trick i dnt understand why ill be doing so dang good then at about day 3 sometimes day4 symptoms get outa control n it becomes to hard to stay at the new level i dropped 2 any and all help i would greatly appreciate it.
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I will help anytime, the bananas helped with the cramping. I use cbd move it’s a 99% pure cbd. It works I am living proof. SweetSue has been my Sponser and all her advice helps you can trust her with your life she honestly cares. I know she will reach out to you God Bless You SweetSue and all of you. We all will be here. Be strontium can do it
 
Dirtdemon said:
I will help anytime, the bananas helped with the cramping. I use cbd move it’s a 99% pure cbd. It works I am living proof. SweetSue has been my Sponser and all her advice helps you can trust her with your life she honestly cares. I know she will reach out to you God Bless You SweetSue and all of you. We all will be here. Be strontium can do it
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I believe that lol she has helped me alot along the road of recovery and growing this amazing herb lol she is an invaluable resource to people on this site much love out to super sue hope every1 doing good and the gardens nice and greennamaste every1
 
Hey y’all feeling good, cramping seems to be dialed down lots again today. I’m going to try my hand at making a decent meal for the lovely gf (Mandi). I got her some flowers and bought some candles, got her a bottle of wine. I’m making roasted garlic and onion baby potatoes with maple roasted Arctic Char. Just a little gesture to show how much she means to me.
I got to say I had a nap after my company left. I woke up feeling like a normal human being. It faded and the symptoms started coming back after I thought wow I feel great. Does this seem normal for opiate withdrawals or am I causing the symptoms in my mind? I’ve been trying to will them away but it’s not working lol.
I am interested in y’alls thoughts on this.
I sowed 2 cbd Dutch Treat seeds today wahoo. All in all it’s been a great day. God bless all y’all. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Dirtdemon said:
Hey y’all feeling good, cramping seems to be dialed down lots again today. I’m going to try my hand at making a decent meal for the lovely gf (Mandi). I got her some flowers and bought some candles, got her a bottle of wine. I’m making roasted garlic and onion baby potatoes with maple roasted Arctic Char. Just a little gesture to show how much she means to me.
I got to say I had a nap after my company left. I woke up feeling like a normal human being. It faded and the symptoms started coming back after I thought wow I feel great. Does this seem normal for opiate withdrawals or am I causing the symptoms in my mind? I’ve been trying to will them away but it’s not working lol.
I am interested in y’alls thoughts on this.
I sowed 2 cbd Dutch Treat seeds today wahoo. All in all it’s been a great day. God bless all y’all. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
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Dont forget that R Kelly CD. LoL...my wife calls that; baby makin' music. :rofl:
Never let her forget how much you appreciate her. I'd have never made it through my addiction if my wife wasn't by my side. She will watch this transformation unfold and respect and love you more in the end.

Keep up the fight brother!
-P
 
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