Hello all my friends who have joined me on this Journal, I have bad news for you and me. I am closing this Journal.
The reasons:
My heath has taken a turn for the worse. I see the doctor next week. My urine is almost black, so that probably is the worst problem I'm facing.
Mentally, I'm in a state of confusion....I can't think straight at all. I think that is called depression.
My plants were ravaged by a storm.
Every one of my remaining plants have powder mold all over them. I will read up on water curring and will cure them that way. It's the only true way to get rid of the powder mold for sure. This will drastically reduce my yield, but at least I will have something left of them. If I can I will document "How to water Cure".
It really disappoints me that I will not get to finish my WildThai and Columbian Gold properly. They were my prize plants.
My friends, I feel terrible for letting you down, but at this time I think this is best for me. If I can I will still be visiting your journals and leaving my usual smart ass remarks. I love you all. OMM
Oh hell. Damn. I sure hate to hear all of this... The stuff with the plants sucks, but you have me quite worried about YOU my friend. I'm glad you are seeing a doctor soon, that doesn't sound like anything to fool around with. I know how issues with our gals (flowers) can mirror the way we are feeling too, when I had bug issues a while back, my health was in a big rut, too, and I had no happy place to go and renew my spiritual energy. Fortunately though, good friends like you helped me keep my chin up, and really made it possible for me to put some perspective on things after a bit.
Remember "Dime"? He did a great tutorial on water curing... It must still be here somewhere, maybe you already know the process.
Advice for you, whether you want it or not: first, forget about the journal for now like you mentioned. Consider putting it on hold, instead of shutting it down for now, you may feel differently eventually, but maybe not too. Second, make sure you are getting enough rest, I was worried about company and you cleaning, preparing... Make sure you are resting enough. I need that these days, too, and it sucks, but it's our lot at the moment... See the doc ASAP, and get this figured out. Take care of your water cure, maybe CF can help in a couple of days? Rest first, then tackle the rest like eating an elephant: one bite at a time. Don't stress about it, just a bite at a time. Meanwhile, we'll still be here if you change your mind about ths journal, or want to start another... Hell, throw a post up every couple of days and just cut back, maybe. You have the biggest fan base in history here, for good reason! Whatever you do, is alright by me and I support you no matter what my friend, k?
Dang, dang, dang. Keep me posted, huh? If not here, drop me a message outside of here if you'd rather. Shoot! Love ya buddy - truly. Get yourself well, damnit. Please make sure you are getting plenty of rest. X