See if these pics are any better ,
I knew this jouranl was going to bring new things but little did i know it was also bringing my spiritual awakening,
Yesterday I barely thought , it was the maddest day of my life .
I am being 100 percent honest , Even the shape of the world has changed things stand out more , you feel grounded and connected to every thing, no one has to believe me , but any one that knows me sees a massive difference and they even say i talk slower and listen more , normally people cant get a word in sideward when i ramble on .
I even hear the words in songs not just a noise ,
The unconscious mind (or the unconscious) consists of the
processes in the mind which occur automatically and are not available to introspection and include thought processes, memories, interests and motivations. Even though these processes exist well under the surface of conscious awareness, they are theorized to exert an effect on behavior.
so that means we are running on auto pilot 24/7 and its our unconscious mind doin the thinking for us not the conscious mind
Its very hard for me to explain but trust me on this , get out of this trap , focus more on the moment not what happened or what you think is going to happen because when you think these things you are still in the present moment ,
but you still feel the emotions as your body doesn't know the difference between what is really happening and what is happening with thought alone, its a dangerous thing for some people , why carry this baggage on a daily bases , just accept what has happened because that's in the past , and don't think about bad things in the future because you will have these emotions too , let things run their coarse in the present moment think of your plans