A quick hello to every one, no plant talk yet . I am still taking time out to fix a broken me
. Firstly it not easy being different , its not easy to control your emotions moods and so forth ,
I would like to say Sorry to any one i have annoyed ,
@420
When i got banned i threw my laptop in the bin , I then searched my smart tv for an answer ive been looking for for 31 years , i beat my self up when i do random stuff like the last visit back . my body does things before my head thinks it out .
I want any one who is stuck in a rut for as long as ive been to watch this 17.04 min video , it has changed my way of thinking 100% i KNOW why i do stupid things . I had counselling , meds , attempted suicide a few time , been locked up in the crazy house , nothing give me the answers the meds just drowned things out.
Guys this is me this is why i am the way i am , and now i know why i am so uptight i can fix my self, i can heal what was broke for the first time in my life i understand how my bloody brain works , I have met so many nice people on this forum , i want to share what i have been looking into , i now want to help you my friends or even just people flicking through this journal sit your self down and take the bold text onboard , watch daily and remind your self , its you that make your emotions run high not others , you end up feeling stoned without being stoned its great , when you do have a smoke your more relaxed when stupid thoughts enter your head you can shift them back out
If this helps you let me know ,
You tube
Learn How To Control Your Mind (USE This To BrainWash Yourself) .
the video is 17.04 observe the bold text
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I am taking some pics of my plants as i chop and dry , i will update the journal when im ready to come back , the big cheese is at node 6 just into week 3 , I will be back soon
The class clown is dead
NP