Thanks Sue
I have a hard time dealing with problems but this time I didn't do what I used to do. I sat, cried and calmed myself down. something that I haven't done before. I normally rage for a few hours while fighting my demons. It's like I have a fear of sharing, Mrs A knows when somethings up, it's like she feels my pain, She knew before I woke this morning I was struggling and made me see that it's only a minor issue, a hiccup, something that
will be ok. There are bigger problems in the world than a split stem on a plant. And she's right.
I have a great network of people I consider family here, I should use you all for support more often, somebody here always finds a way to make me smile.