Re: LA's Sideline Grow - GDP X Pheno Hunt -Extreme LST- Self Build Budmaster in Cupbo
Hell it is what it is and all
My whole family is a little odd. They are fairly straight laced and both think of me as the black sheep, due to smoking weed for so long lol.
My Dad lives over in Vietnam, my mom as said in France. I haven't seen either in many years. We just don't mix well. I have an older brother that I don't see at all either! They are caught up in the trappings of a certain lifestyle. One that has never been me! I stepped out on my own when young and haven't ever looked back as it were.
Ive made plenty of mistakes etc, yet they have all been my own! I may not have much in life lol but its mine from my own toil.
Now is the time that as long as I can organize one fairly big detail lol, then, I have a new Job starting!!!!
This is a job with amazing potential and one that will change my life forever! giving me the means to take my mom on and provide a good standard of living for her in the future!
My stateside dreams seam over for good!! So I guess i'll never taste legality! Which bums me out no end! I honestly thought this path was to be my whole future! Its all I've been striving for for years now lol.
So again this throws up how much longer ill be active on here! I expected to be a lifer lol, still hope some how I can be! Anyway that is a long ways off yet! So plenty of time for me to test and share more info!