At least that bedtime dose! Little "stout brownie" before hitting the sack.*That's the key right there, you nailed it, I'm now doing a teaspoon of oil 3 times a day. 60 mg now, I think I may need to up my dose too.
MagicLady G — Medical Vitamin Weed — Seedsman Sponsored Grow Against Neurodegenerative Diseases – August 22, 2018
Brain & Grow Rehab:
Dear 420 Family…
Woke up today from night terrors, I’m pretty shaken up but not stirred. To deal with the PTSD I have right now I am doing an update so I can focus on the positive. Also last night we found out there are doing an early annual inspection on our place, which majorly blows. Usually it’s not a big deal for my handsome hubby, but I kinda got triggered last night which causes nightmares for sure. I just feel like I wish I could rest, or at least catch up with a decent harvest, but now we are tasked with cleaning and organizing all my grow stuff and moving plants as well. I think I’m just going to start putting everything into bins, that way I don’t have to do this every time, and it keeps everything tidy. Wish I had good news to report except, my plants live on and so do I.
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Quote of the week: Milady have I shared today's " Word " of the day with you...?? " Magic " And you don't even have to think about it, because magic is what it is.... You are your own living survivor story, so when you down and can't find a " story " to keep you going take a peek at your 1st journal cause that's where the magic started.....” @Smeegol
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1. Type: CBD OG KUSH AUTO - DINAFEM#2 (@Kingjoe83 – Most improved and star student! )
Week: 5
Days: 38
Temp: 24
RH: 50%
Strain: 15% Indica / 35% Sativa / 50% Ruderalis
Medicinal Properties: THC 7% - CBD 14%
Technique: 3 gallon
Comments: (With flash) Restart – AMAZING & Tall
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2.Type: CANDIDA #2 NEW (@LadyGaea – Culinary Cultivator and the most real lady I know )
Week: 5
Days: 38
Temp: 24
RH: 50%
Strain: Indica / Sativa ACDC x Harlequin
THC CONTENT 0.3%-0.9%
CBD CONTENT 10.6%-20.6%
Technique: 1 GALLON
Comments: ( With flash ) Restart – Coming around
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3.Type: Peyote Critical @Derbybud (Just for being one heckova gentleman!)
Week: 3
Days: 21
Temp: 24
RH: 50%
Strain: 80 % indica / 20 % Sativa
Technique: Germination-Sprout
Comments: (With Flash) Gives me so much hope for a heavy indica.
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4.Type: AUTO OG KUSH ROLEX SEEDSMAN GENETICS – @TheMadDabber – Love reading your messages around the forum! - @Pennywise – One of my favourite people here and I admire him deeply!
Week: 10
Days: 71
Temp: 24
RH: 55%
Strain: Indica / Sativa
Technique: 3 GALLON,
Comments: I think she could go another 3 weeks, just starting to show orange hairs now. I mistakenly bumped it with my finger so I put the trichs on the end of my tongue and boy was it strong. It lasted on my tongue for a good hour. She will be my first harvest since APRIL. She is a beauty. I think she's actually using all the nutrients that were sitting in her leaves cause she was praying hard last night. And I'm only feeding her water and bloom, cause I know she has everything else she may need.
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5.Type: AUTO OG KUSH - SEEDSMAN GENETICS – ( @Bode for inspiring me to keep going. )
RIP: She was my best one, no more seedsman auto’s left, so I’ll get you a new namesake in october.
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??? CLONES – lost count (different # every week now) – Have been rooted and placed in their self-watering digs for now.
Will finish up rooting the clones and placing them into their juice jugs. Thanks @Pennywise for telling me to do this. I am happy to have clones that are working out for me.
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Summer Garden Grow of Garlic/Potatoes/Misc Seed Runt.
GOING to the chopper tonight...
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Much love to my soul tribe... Lady G2
She is a beauty KJ! She'll make you some real nice medicine. Candida is on my list to grow!
Finally caught up again my soul sista from across the pond.
I hope your cognitive clarity and energy is on the rise G2HM, you know the drill, rest when you need to work when you can
Your garden is looking amazing as always
Thanks lady gaeaShe is a beauty KJ! She'll make you some real nice medicine. Candida is on my list to grow!
See what I can do but most is going to micro dosing oil for my anxiety and depression then I will put the oil into pill form .
We can always get more seeds Milady, but there's only " 1 " you, rest up take it easy put that migraine on the marching end of the short stick and have a good nights rest and sleep well.....
Top of the morning to you Milady....
Okay caught up again ... og Kush looking lush and nice and healthy looking . Lady sorry what do you use for nutrients again? That pennywise plant look at those fat colas
Looks like it will be great dense buds for your oils ahead .
Sorry to hear about another dark day we need to think of something that might help you sell more peacefully ?
I’m thinking what remedies or or ideas that one may explore well sleeping that are known to help with nightmares and help trigger the brain to maybe relax it more ? Scents that are known to be hmm somewhat tranquility... will this help having for example; lavender .. will the scent of that give an aroma that while inhaling well sleeping to relax the brain ?
We tried Mother Nature sounds .
Oceans , birds, storms no success but maybe you think spiritually here ?
Dream catchers ?
Let’s here as anyone else heard of myths or anyone have any offerings on other remedies that they heard of that might help lady G from all these bad nightmares and dark places her mind takes her when she lays her head down at night ?
Sorry, again I’m going to try to give some more thought here . It saddens me to see such dark post . Physical abuse seems the easy way out right? Compared to the mental game and emotions you have to relive in those deep pockets in your mind.
Again I can see how feeding your brain nutrients /oil helps in this situation.
Is there anything else we can safely maybe add to micro dosing oils that help with brian healings?
Science really interesting stuff here .
Hang in there lady G you got an army behind you so you can’t fail us now.
Keep pushing your brian with challenges simple ones build that confidence and build new cells to erase the old damage ones .
For you lady G
She is a beauty KJ! She'll make you some real nice medicine. Candida is on my list to grow!
Good morning Lady! I hope you had a trouble free sleep and are feeling better. Your plants look amazing! That OG Kush looks like it will produce some lovely medicine!
Thanks buddy
I can’t believe how beautiful those bookies turned out for ya man .
Let me know how she smokes please .
I got a test bud essentially coming but like one bud lol screwed up watering in veg should have ran it indoor really . Meh
Nough bout king joe
How is pennywise tonight on this splendid evening ?
Hey @Lady G2HM I’m noticing the right sativa dominate to little less Indica or treat time to time other way . Sorry im trying to say is that this Girl Scout cookies I’ve e Been smoking on seems to be harvested bit early it it seems , the trichromes are light amber one would say; is my sign?
Anyways again ... joe dang it
I’ve noticed sorry that the sativa has made me feel a lot better using with micro oil dose so really need to right down and contact weedbay and ask few questions to budlightyear there .
Liking how I’ve been feeling positive lately I guess and I wish I could give you some of this happiness specially those dark nightmares you enter often .
Hey still giving thought as well about how we can help you fight those demons and learn to be in control of those nightmares or dark days I like to call them.
Hey guess what ...
Chicken butt
Sure lady G that would be amazing send away .*I'll be fine no problem, I have enough clones to last me till next spring should I choose to grow one out or not. I still have my CKS grow and it's blooming. wink wink
*Thanks I rested so much yesterday in bed, felt good to recover again.
*You are so sweet KJ, I love that you never give up trying to help me. I do everything you mentioned, I actually make beautiful dreamcatchers, it was something I was taught at a youth, and I was given the teachings for them. So I did the work, and became a Dreamcatcher Master. One day I will show you what I mean.
*Last night we did go visit the ocean and that helped me sooo much. It was an orange sun reflecting off the water, it was stunning. You can't be sad when Mother Earth shows her colours, so I was honoured by the peace and calm. Then my hubby just holds me while the wind blows around us. Our love keeps me hangin' on otherwise, I would not be here today, I would be already gone.
*The problem with my night terrors is that it does take a while to come back from those, especially if I had a migraine to boot. It takes me a good 24hours before I can focus on the screen and the tiny letters. Then the fog will lift in the next 48-72 hours. But there is a dark shadow that lives in the front of my brain that never leaves. And that is the other fog that sticks around but is now manageable in my opinion because I have learned to work around that.
*I use General Organics for nutes and GO/Technaflora for supplements.
*Now @Pennywise AND I have clearly identified that I need a strong Indica that will help me sleep. So really that is first on my list to make a potent indica oil next. I think my Peyote Critical might be a candidate. I'm even considering sleeping pills that my doctor mentioned but I'm trying to stay as chemical free as possible. Sounds like a new oil project for me, I'm hot on the trail of easing my pain and sorrow.
* "Compared to the mental game and emotions you have to relive in those deep pockets in your mind."
Answer: I have been doing everything in my power to avoid the past. But this darn medical condition just keeps shining my traumas in my face like a mirror reflection to bright to look at. Only someone who suffers like me could ever write such a profound relatable sentence. And you are one of them. Gosh you got me pegged KJ.
*I promise to never quit, even when I'm hurting, I'll keep coming back because my heart guides me now. I'm just blind in my brain still, so your words are very comforting.
*I can tell just based on your writing of brain facts here that you are learning tremendously, gold star for you KJ!
BTW, I moved your namesake plant closer to my light to see if I can push her a little more. I will keep a close eye on her though.
*Thanks Newty that was really sweet of you...
* That is a great word, it tells me to go read my own journals...hahahaha
*She is a looker I can't wait.
* Awwwwww Thanks @Bode , very sweet of you. I'm def gonna have fun vaping the OG Kush. Every day she gets a little wider, so I thank my lucky stars for that. Today I can actually see the words on the screen without the blur, so I can focus again. Fog is going away and remnants of my brain shadow is still there. But I'm happier. It takes me so long to recover from migraine's. They don't just go away there are some really big symptoms leftover before I can jump up and down again. It's almost like a routine, pain goes away, then eyes can focus, then fog starts to go, then just deal with the brain deficiencies that are left over.
*I notice that I have to push myself to recover or my brain struggles, so I do my writings even though I can't see clearly, that seems to help push my brain to start the gears again. I think if I didn't have my research and journal, I would stay numb in the brain. Just interesting to note since I started to write the book, the processes in which I go through each and every time I come back from episodes, night terrors and migraine's. Very interesting analysing myself.
*But all is getting better, I just have to keep going. Thanks friend for inspiring me to keep going.
*Awwww sweet big sis. Thanks for checkin up on me. I'm gonna have meds very soon and I'm excited about that.
*You make me proud KJ, but please don't throw things in the car, it's hard when I'm driving...hahahahaha stop it brain, not funny!
*Yah me too.
*Do you want the link to buy the capsules and tray and pipettes?
* Me too!
