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Proud of you brother! You showed that coco who's boss. You've come along ways in the 6 shorth months I've know ya dude. Keep being you and doing what you love! And you know you can always just drop a line for any reason man seriously.

Now what do you say you turn those sprouts into some damn trees!!!
 
Kingjoe83 said:
I want to help more others that is why I don’t want to run a journal ..

I want to help others like myself , from
Everything I have learned and been taught about oil cbd cbn and thc , to growing and teaching not doing .

It helps with brian development . You guys boost my self esteem no one else besides my wife really does that .

You guys are my reasons to keep fighting g the good fight .

Grow your amazing . I just can’t believe I didn’t reach out more earlier on.
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*I am just elated at your transition and willingness to help others. It would help ME if you would run a journal because I need to see you grow a CBD. And I'm really interested in joining the race with @Pennywise & @Derbybud. There is so much I want to share with you and if you had a journal I could watch during my tough times too.

*I think you're pretty fantastic. We've been through the exact same things, and we survived. I think we should stick together so we can build our self-esteem. I want to see you do your first CBD oil batch with the MB2. I want to finish what I promised to help you with. So I have goals I need to achieve along side of brave KJ.

*I just think if you run a journal this time, you will be showing the improvements from your depression and you can share those precious moments with survivors. So what do you say? You don't have to update all the time, but it will be a great way to promote the changes that have already happened. Plus we have different schedules so we can visit each other on our own schedules.

*I want to express my deep felt grattitude and trust you've given me. Gosh, never thought I would ever find someone who knows my pain. So thank you for not turning your back on me when I get scared. Now you know why.

*I wrote something out for you KJ, because you've shared so much with me, here is my heart on my sleeve. What does acute PTSD look like to me?

"Today I woke up in sweats. I dreamt I was being attacked and I was being strangled...again. So I kicked and kicked in my dream only to wake up and kicked the pillow into the dresser, full force soccer volley. Yes, this very event happened in my life, I relive the attack in my sleep and I fight to get away. Which is what I did in real life, I fought, and I got free, but it didn't stop.

Unfortunately as a young person I lived this life for first 24 years of my life. I have had to fight people off me for soooo long that now I'm doing it in my sleep. After I sat up in my bed I was scared and looked for my hubby, but he was up already. I ran out of the bedroom, tripped over the rug, and just kinda fell into my husbands arms. He told me that I'm okay, I was relieved.

Immediately I told myself to move on and realized that I just won that fight in my dream. Because I'm A-Okay Now, I survived to grow another day. So I share my PTSD craziness with you in hopes you know, that if this Lady can heal and move on, so can you. And I keep a bat at the door...hahahaha"

Much love, hugs hugs hugs, :)
 
Wow mr.k, I think you have plenty friends that are rooting for you and rooting for another journal. And it is incredible that you want to help others and it's just my 2 cents but by doing another journal you are helping others more than you could ever know and you are helping yourself.

It's been a pleasure mr.K and I'm happily :cheer:you on....:yahoo:
 
Joe so close yet so far my brother. Let's make a point of getting together over the next few months at least for a beer and a smoke..... I'll look forward to that date. Honestly Joe the pleasure has been all mine... You've being there for me just the same my friend.
Just got another cut of that hash plant..... I'll save that for you my friend. All the best.
 
Guy Cavallero said:
Joe so close yet so far my brother. Let's make a point of getting together over the next few months at least for a beer and a smoke..... I'll look forward to that date. Honestly Joe the pleasure has been all mine... You've being there for me just the same my friend.
Just got another cut of that hash plant..... I'll save that for you my friend. All the best.
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Ohh a man who knows his way to my heart lol

Sounds good guy I will look forward to it.
Much love man thank you for everything man really :Namaste:
 
Smeegol said:
And it is incredible that you want to help others and it's just my 2 cents but by doing another journal you are helping others more than you could ever know and you are helping yourself
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I will raise that to 4 cents! :ganjamon:

I eagerly await your next journal, Joe.

Ian

PS I am out of country at the moment, so I am rather absent from the forums but still here in the background.
 
Ian Bastage said:
I will raise that to 4 cents! :ganjamon:

I eagerly await your next journal, Joe.

Ian

PS I am out of country at the moment, so I am rather absent from the forums but still here in the background.
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Good be safe have. Fun and looking forward to your next journey on 420 brotha .
 
Pennywise said:
How was your day today?
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Good buddy .. beenalot more workload this season higher expectations one would say. Been working out, eating right & working hard. Saturday I need to try to crawl under the kitchen crawl space in hopes I can fit and access old dishwasher’s location power wire and install junction box to floor joice / cover plate it too and splice together another 4-6 feet of 20 amp/Gauge wire to new dishwater location and drill hole in new location beside sink . Problem Is space and accessibility for me.

I also Need to transplant those babies of mine I think ?


Then Sunday im Taking a me day and bac k to road trip out here next week again lol

Let summer begin lol

Oh and still have to put a pool up , clean property new mulch around trees and white stone. Need grass seed and soil oh boy!


But my day lol

My boss found out he and his gf are expecting a second they are pregnant for number two .

His job is getting more how well he can manage it . He has done amAzing . Proud of him.

How was yours brotha sorry I can blabber at times .
 
Damn you're busy! Sounds like you're making that transition into summer just fine :slide:
 
Agemon said:
Is this the new apartment Joe, I like it, looks like you've done a lot with the place...
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Lol sorry bro apartment ? Lol

No new house well not new but our first home. 1920s lots of work to be done . I have tried and will continue so that way when I have children I can give them a a safe roof over there head . So far we have got roof properly done shingled and chimney knocked down . Landscaping work , kitchen Reno , next bathroom . Laid some used laminate upstairs need new windows by winter upstairs .
Fun fun . Lol

How you been fella
 
Renovating an old house is a never ending job. Always seems to be something else you want to do but hope you get there soon.
 
Just put new windows on our house a few months back. I saved all the old ones and put them up in one of the barns with my wife's disapproval. I've been on @Blew Hiller journal and really liking his greenhouse and been thinking about building one with all these windows. Just thinking out loud but maybe you could do the same next year when you get your new ones. Just a little frame work and you have a new little grow area not taking up room in the house.
 
Pennywise said:
My grandpa flipped houses years ago and built a huge greenhouse from old windows he hoarded.
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That must have looked cool with all those mismatched windows! Unless you have OCD...then it would drive you NUTS o_O.
 
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