Flytier's Quasi-Aquaponic Salmon-Based Organic Autoflowering Perpetual SPoG® SoG

Good on you I can't wait to be able to help those who need it .

Good on ya bud . karma should treat ya good one day for it ..


Listen happy New Years glad to have met ya this year .
 
Derbybud said:
I think you could help her more by keeping a straight head and finishing that auto for her. She needs your help to do this. She might be overcome with having to take care of a plant the right way and she has enough to deal with at the moment. Please help her out cause now you have a purpose that needs to be carried out for her.
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That's a good idea. She probably don't need me over there halfway like a vegetable anyway.
 
Kingjoe83 said:
Good on you I can't wait to be able to help those who need it .

Good on ya bud . karma should treat ya good one day for it ..


Listen happy New Years glad to have met ya this year .
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Hey thanks man, it means a lot, especially when I'm in this shape. And happy New Year to you too.
 
Go visit her and tell her you have her back. Tell her what you are doing for her to give her hope. Be supportive but don't put burden on her. You got this. You can help her out. Look over other journals to see how and what you can do and show her that there is help. Don't push her if she is not wanting to just do things in the background and maybe she might want a edible to get thru some of the things she has in front of her. Later on
 
She came through for me again. I'm calming down with a bit of weed that my wife "procured" for me - haha. I got worked up into a panic attack today so rather than wait for a phone call to get returned, she went out and tracked some down for me, and she had to go out twice to get it at that. She knows I appreciate it too; I told her. And I also thanked the guy that wanted to take my guns and brought me the cookies. But my head is still on top of my shoulders - if anyone has wondered If I'm capable of self-harm, the answer to that is a big resounding no. Except for when I'm doing my carvings -refer to Flytier's Boredom-killing Crafts and Hobbies That Usually Keep Me Out of Trouble comment #14 to see what I mean. Nobody has to worry about that. I'm depressed, not stupid, there's a difference but it feels about the same.

So everyone, have a good New Year and I'll give it my best shot over here on the east coast and I'll be thinking about you when I'm asleep. I'll wake at midnight when people start firing shotguns into the air. That's pretty cool, I always liked that. I'll go find something to watch or read for a while, have a couple smokes and file down an aluminum pendant I'm working on.

Oh, yeah, the plants are doing good and I bought some Revolver seeds on payday.
 
Man, you always have something going on. Really sorry to hear about your sister in law :/ cancer has touched too many people, it's really terrible when it happens to family. I think derby is right tho, maybe part of the reason you started doing all this was so that you could, unwittingly, help your sister in law down the road. It's important work your doing.

Just stay calm, manage your stash and get through it. Your plants are getting better every day n soon you'll have a pretty nice perpetual going, nd most of the stress will be in the past!

Take it easy man, get at me if you need, enjoy shooting shotguns into the air . and have a great night. Tomorrow we get to forget about 2017 and see what we can do in 2018, let's make it count buddy .

Cheers man!. . .
 
flytier said:
She came through for me again. I'm calming down with a bit of weed that my wife "procured" for me - haha. I got worked up into a panic attack today so rather than wait for a phone call to get returned, she went out and tracked some down for me, and she had to go out twice to get it at that. She knows I appreciate it too; I told her. And I also thanked the guy that wanted to take my guns and brought me the cookies. But my head is still on top of my shoulders - if anyone has wondered If I'm capable of self-harm, the answer to that is a big resounding no. Except for when I'm doing my carvings -refer to Flytier's Boredom-killing Crafts and Hobbies That Usually Keep Me Out of Trouble comment #14 to see what I mean. Nobody has to worry about that. I'm depressed, not stupid, there's a difference but it feels about the same.

So everyone, have a good New Year and I'll give it my best shot over here on the east coast and I'll be thinking about you when I'm asleep. I'll wake at midnight when people start firing shotguns into the air. That's pretty cool, I always liked that. I'll go find something to watch or read for a while, have a couple smokes and file down an aluminum pendant I'm working on.

Oh, yeah, the plants are doing good and I bought some Revolver seeds on payday.
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I'm so sorry brotha don't hurt yourself ever I know the world is unfair and tough they say we whine but the truth be told we are down to earth . If we can keep our hearts right and get rid of those dumb voices in your head.

I know those demons too fucking well my friend , understand I too suffer from depression .


Mostly everyone has some sort of depression down or moe severe then others yes. But got not alone remember that when it comes down to it . Tomorrow is anew day may not be the one we want to live in but are greatful for our surroundings earth trees .

Stay strong let's pray you have a better 18 with less hurt


Pm me man I'm serious dude .

I feel flipping bad hearing ya but it's so brave bro to share that

You know where to find me. I may. It be able to physically make your life better but I can tell you again your not alone

When those dark times come think about something positive that you can look forward to . It helps me

Okay sorry just depression is a killer
 
flytier said:
And just when you think things can't get any worse...

After the anxiety this week that left me mentally and physically exhausted from internal shit I found out last night that my sister in law has breast cancer, and now the stress and anxiety is back in full swing again. I had to leave work this morning, leaving the guys even more short-handed than we already were. One of them wanted to come back with me and take my guns out of the house. I was able to assure him that that wasn't necessary. He did, however, have some weed cookies that he had stashed, and he was good enough to leave work and get them for me. That put me into a state where I could think straight enough to type this. The wife has put out a call to try and line up a quarter for me.

I'm going to go see my sister in law later on and bring her over one of my autos. I know she didn't want to grow one before, but I'm going to be pretty adamant. I have three or so that are at about the same stage - the largest ones too, at that - so I'll bring her over the best one for her to grow out. I have a nice Jack Herer that's into LST that she can have.

I think I'll go lay down for awhile.
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I'm terribly sorry to hear that... I will keep her in my prayers man :Namaste:... Good on ya for giving her a plant. I'm definitely a firm believer of cannabis' curative properties, especially when it comes to cancer.
 
You're right on that one guys, shit happens all round, that's for sure.That's the only short but all-encompassing way there is to put it. I don't mind sharing this crap because all of us here use weed to help us get through tough shit to one magnitude or another, and I'm also aware that people reading this are using it for more serious things than myself, but either way, everyone here to one magnitude or another is able to empathize with me. And when it's not this, it's my goddamn back. But trust me, that's for another day somewhere within the next couple months.

Yeah, I'm still having fun playing with my plants. I'm trying to find the plants that grow the best in my cramped space and cross it with an Alaskan Thunderfuck that I have seeds for. I'll grow some of those and in the fall I'll get some pollen from a male that I'll keep, and then the fun begins playing with some genetics. It'll be a little tough and bottlenecked but it'll give me something to keep me thinking - that's the important part. I always have to have a hobby where I can use my brain and my hands and this one is considerably less accidentally self-destructive than most of the shit I do - Lord Lamplighting Jesus, laying in bed at night filing down an edge on a Bowie knife I'm making. What in the name of fuck kind of person considers that a hobby to go to sleep with? But I digress...

I think I'll have another smoke. I do a big gagger and pass it around :idea:-->:tokin: --> :lot-o-toke: -->:passitleft:--> :woohoo: --> :Namaste:
 
TheDankBone said:
I'm terribly sorry to hear that... I will keep her in my prayers man :Namaste:... Good on ya for giving her a plant. I'm definitely a firm believer of cannabis' curative properties, especially when it comes to cancer.
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Derby made a good point earlier and I'll do it to the end and bring her over some cooking oil or something practical like that. She's the one that wanted to grow for me earlier the year. You should see her backyard - and she's open to new ideas as well. Her daughter lives in Halifax, so needless to say she's as good as got it.
 
Derbybud said:
Go visit her and tell her you have her back. Tell her what you are doing for her to give her hope. Be supportive but don't put burden on her. You got this. You can help her out. Look over other journals to see how and what you can do and show her that there is help. Don't push her if she is not wanting to just do things in the background and maybe she might want a edible to get thru some of the things she has in front of her. Later on
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Dearby for the win...excellent advice. Sorry to hear about the set-back when things were looking up, but stay focused on what you can do to help her and with any luck, that will keep you pushing forward. Be well, take it easy, and try to stay positive. Let's all make 2018 a better year.
 
flytier said:
You're right on that one guys, shit happens all round, that's for sure.That's the only short but all-encompassing way there is to put it. I don't mind sharing this crap because all of us here use weed to help us get through tough shit to one magnitude or another, and I'm also aware that people reading this are using it for more serious things than myself, but either way, everyone here to one magnitude or another is able to empathize with me. And when it's not this, it's my goddamn back. But trust me, that's for another day somewhere within the next couple months.

Yeah, I'm still having fun playing with my plants. I'm trying to find the plants that grow the best in my cramped space and cross it with an Alaskan Thunderfuck that I have seeds for. I'll grow some of those and in the fall I'll get some pollen from a male that I'll keep, and then the fun begins playing with some genetics. It'll be a little tough and bottlenecked but it'll give me something to keep me thinking - that's the important part. I always have to have a hobby where I can use my brain and my hands and this one is considerably less accidentally self-destructive than most of the shit I do - Lord Lamplighting Jesus, laying in bed at night filing down an edge on a Bowie knife I'm making. What in the name of fuck kind of person considers that a hobby to go to sleep with? But I digress...

I think I'll have another smoke. I do a big gagger and pass it around :idea:-->:tokin: --> :lot-o-toke: -->:passitleft:--> :woohoo: --> :Namaste:
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If you're going to start breeding I think you should upgrade your lighting when you have a chance. I like the Mars 300 I got for $70 for my small space. And I think filing down knives is a perfect bedtime activity when internet porn is not an option :). Whatever puts your mind at ease is what works! Take care.
 
InTheShed said:
If you're going to start breeding I think you should upgrade your lighting when you have a chance. I like the Mars 300 I got for $70 for my small space. And I think filing down knives is a perfect bedtime activity when internet porn is not an option :). Whatever puts your mind at ease is what works! Take care.
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WRT filing knives ind internet porn, it's called multitasking. Yeah, good lights would be good. I'll see what overtime and vacation pay gets me maybe in the spring.
 
illizm775 said:
You are gonna need to be strong for everyone around you. Let it keep you motivated through the good times and bad. Hope good vibes go your way.
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Thanks Illz, and by the way, you're in charge of security at my hobby thread too. You're doing a good job, so I'm promoting you for the new year.
 
InTheShed said:
Not sure I'd mix those two. No need to get cut again!
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Last time I got cut down there was right after I got married. And it healed up right fine (except for the first two weeks when I had a big blue balloon down there). I ain't gonna be responsible for passing this on to no one.
 
illizm775 said:
You are gonna need to be strong for everyone around you. Let it keep you motivated through the good times and bad. Hope good vibes go your way.
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And I'm doubling your salary. I know you're not getting a salary, but if you were think of how much you'd be making.
 
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