Don't get wrong Uncle, I'm not feeling sorry for myself or need pity, it's just reality. I am sure there are millions of guy's just like me out there so I know I'm not alone. It's just too damn bad that some people who should never breed do lol!
By the way nice bump on your seedlings, I am so proud of them! I can nominate myself as Godfather for the two of them for luck if you want? lol!
No No, speak positivity into your life! Words have power!