Re: Cannafan's Variety Grow-Blueberry Gum-Delicious CC-Hawaiian Skunk Haze-THC Bomb e
Hello everyone, first of all I hope your Christmas holidays were all you expected them to be and you enjoyed time with friends and family.
I only have time for a quick message here. Life for me has changed drastically in the last few weeks. I have lost my job of ten years due to a boss that spent his money foolishly through the years instead of putting some back into his business. He will be closing down. I have spent every hour of my days trying to save my home and get employment. I was quite blindsided on the quickness that this all happened. It isn't going well, but I will keep going until there is no where to go. Monday is another day.
I truly apologize for the absence, the depression was just too much and I probably had a bit of a melt down. I had to give up my meds due to the drug screening and the random drug test possibilities with the employers in my area. I couldn't take the chance. I did pass the first drug screen, so I know I'm clear there at this point. The plants are gone, due to a comment from my employer that didn't sit well with me. He knew I was growing, and the comment scared me. At this point the possibility of LEO showing up at my house, regardless of whether I'm legal on a state aspect, I am still not on Federal laws. That would not bode well with a prospective employer for sure.
I need to get employment and save my home first. So many things have happened in the last few weeks, that I couldn't even begin to explain it all.
If I get employed where there are no random drug tests, then I will consider continuing a grow. Right now it's too dangerous for me. I can only hope that I was on the oil long enough to have made a tumor go away, but I won't know that until end of January for my follow up.
I will be back around, as soon as the dust settles and I know where my life is going. I miss you all, sincerely...and wish you all the best in the world.
cruising by sis.
x
