re: Cannabis Oil Users Cafe & Lounge
And from me personally...
In my entire life I have only met a small list of people whom I feel were truly committed to helping others. Tim and Mo are at the top of the list. Although I didn't have the opportunity to meet them in the real world, I feel just like I had.
This man was the most selfless person you could find. He asked for nothing, yet gave everything he had. He was always there for someone in need, and always with the positive reinforcement and energy to push them forward.
Some people pretend to care, they go through the motions and they say the right things..but it is self serving in many ways. You can't give them a pat on the back, because thier own hands are always in the way.
This was not Tim, or Mo. They weren't looking for kudos or praise. They wanted only to see people live in a wellness state of body/mind, and with the best quality of life that was possible.
I was, and still am envious of the
mission they were on, and the plans they had made to expand that
mission to so many needful people across the country.
I had often thought that I would love to just pack my car, pick up and "tag along" with them. Reality steps in... that wasn't possible. Then I thought I would love to offer them a piece of land as a home base for rest and organization for their next travels.
That wasn't possible either, due to our hard winters and not being centrally located enough.
I am like others, I wonder and get angry at why the best and most loved people are taken away from us. It hurts, it confuses me, and it's hard to even try to understand it. The only way I can deal with it while keeping my faith is to believe that there is a better plan for that person up there...out there...wherever it is.
The time spent here on earth growing, helping, learning and applying the knowledge, may be the preparation for that plan. I think Tim is going to create a legacy even more vast than he did here.
Mo and Tim were, in my opinion, the most perfect union. In the fairly short time I got to know them over the past couple of years, I often thought that if more relationships were built the way theirs is this world would be a much better place. I will personally miss his humor and his dedication that I admired so much.
We must move forward, I know this. It's going to be difficult even to say or type his name in the future, but we will have to bear through it and keep his memory as part of our strength and commitment to healing ourselves. That's what he pushed us so hard to do, heal ourselves of our illnesses through an earth given healing plant unaltered and untouched by western medicines. Now we need to heal ourselves of our sorrow and pain at the loss of this irreplaceable friend and truly great mentor.
Tim, God bless and rest your wonderful soul.
when she feels stronger. Soon.