and now....
SPOILER ALERT !!!!!!
another reason i have been so down recently is my housing situation.....my sister is a nightmare.....hasnt been keeping up with the rent for ages aparently......so...
this growspace's days are numbered i'm afraid......not even sure if the little lady will get done...big girl will for sure.....
i was facing being made homeless,on the streets time.....in the new year....because of no job and gonna get kicked out of here....
i would have survived, ive made sheletrs before.....can cook on an open fire.... facing losing my boy was too much,then the ex got caught with someone i suspected for awhile....
but good news is,coz im on meds and in the shit,but with a burning desire to stay close to my son...i have been offered a place too live..
its a studio bedsit type thing...not brilliant order,but im a painter and decorator...i'm gonna paint everything before i move in....
dont know if i'm gonna be able to grow anything for awhile,which is gonna piss me right off
but at least its a place to live and be near my son..
do not worry tho,i maybe down,but im not down n' out !!.....it will get better......
being away from my crazy sister will be a bonus too.... i have never touched another " drug",but that idiot has got back with her " powder".....and lying about it...she must think i'm bloody stupid.....but ol DCI Budworshipper is seldom wrong....caught em bang to rights the other day....
she got as much sense as a cow....after all those years of evolution, a cow still still shits down it's leg ...i may be BW,but she is a FW !!
anyways i hope is all well in your gardens...and have no fear i maybe growless soon ,but im still gonna hang around,help where i can, make people laugh with my silliness.....
i'm your official grow stalker
bless you all for sticking with me and your love n support